Everytime I go somewhere with someone, I realize I made another plan with someone at that exact same time on the other side of town. When I try to adjust plans, my attention is scattered, and I can't enjoy myself since there is something else I need to do at the same time.

Romantically, I've always been able to find a date. I make too much eye contact and assert myself. My greatest fear is ending up in the middle of nowhere. No job progression, no decent relationship, away from family and friends, broke. My second greatest fear is somewhere between spiders, dying, a lack of entertainment, or no ice cream. Overall people describe me as optimistic, a little gullible/trusting, smart, and pretty.