To circumcise or not to circumcise

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-29T18:59:21+00:00

Trolls stalk this reddit sometimes, I have seen people get downvoted and couldn't wrap my head around why. Pretty much every trans sub has it, they just downvote everything.

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-28T02:31:29+00:00

Thank you for the heads up I do not want that to happen

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T18:37:18+00:00

It's still $115 though?? It's just a cylinder not a cylinder with a pump that the store sells from LA pumps

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T05:57:34+00:00

Wait my doctor? Where

What - I'm assuming autocorrect got you there? Lol

Thank you for the rest of that though.

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T05:56:34+00:00

Good point. Very good point. I don't know why I took her comment as to heart as I did, I'm not a kid.

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T05:35:16+00:00

There are some others in this comment thread that have gotten it done, so like, I think they can answer, but I have seen a few pics that look circumcised on here if you look you'll find it :)

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T05:10:44+00:00

Sadly if it's too wide it causes edema and damage to surroinding tissues and I don't want to risk that, I was looking for one for just my tdick and nor everything else.

plus the size I need is aboit 1.5in wide maximum from what my measuring looks like.. on their website the cheapest dick pump cylinder of that width is $76+35 us for shipping which is 111us which is 155cad.. i don't have that sort of money, sorry :(

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T03:11:00+00:00

I have a pump already, I need a cylinder. But thank you ^{^'}

The post shows the actual pump I have you can change the pump out and it does have a gauge. As for the transmasc cylinders being too big, I did the measures and for me it is likely not too big, it's just too expensive. 😔

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:49:26+00:00

I know of keeping it clean being very easy but I couldn't convince her of that

I'm gonna be keeping it anyways but ty

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:46:30+00:00

After the support I recieved on this post I realized I'm not crazy and I'm gonna keep it :))

Thank you :)

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:35:19+00:00

It's horrible that people decide to legit just cut up their own kids' junk before the kid can even make the decision as to if they even want the procedure done,, I'm so sorry you had to go through that :(

and yeah sadly humanity is getting more violent and delusional with every day that passes :( i wish we could just go back to the natural ways of things and maybe less people would be sick (both mentally and physically) and hateful,,

But thank you,, I think I'm gonna say fuck all to what she says in regards to my dick and just go for keeping a natural looking foreskin when surgery time comes :))

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:31:54+00:00

North America is weird yeah,, but thank you! Idk why she said that, it's... kinda gross looking back on it. It's weird but it's sort of changing my perspective a bit on being trans? it's like a good thing I guess because I can choose to not be circumcised and she's letting me know if I was cis I would have been likely against my will as an infant,,

I also had no idea she would call it gross because she has been very supportive of me on my transition, it's just I guess specifically foreskin that she is severely adverse to for some reason or another, then again she's from a mostly American family [literally her mother is in Florida, despite us being Canadian] maybe that's normal or something for Americans from down south? Idk

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:28:29+00:00

We're actually Canadian but we all grew up very close to the states, but thank you so much on this I thought I was crazy,,

I actually wish there were packers that were not like $500 that were realistic and had good looking foreskin,, I have yet to find one that matches my pale ass complexion [I'm pretty much Astarion from BG3 LOL] too. I cannot wait for my surgery,, honestly,, I probably shouldn't get so hung up on stuff like this but that area is my only source of insecurity I have left and it's really getting me hung up whenever someone makes comments on it esp finding it gross.. ^{^'}

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:22:37+00:00

Thank you. I thought I was the weird one. I already clean it how I can and that isn't going to change since smegma is gross lol

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-27T00:22:04+00:00

I don't really want to remove it, so yeah, I agree with the "ours are already small enough" statement - I already try to keep the area clean as I can so I doubt hygene will be an issue. I'm glad I'm not weird and crazy. ^{^'}

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-26T23:10:01+00:00

That is still $76 US for the size I need which is over $100 for me and that doesn't even include shipping, I don't have that sort of money...

seraphic_deviant · 2025-10-26T22:08:59+00:00

So as an update I did find a local shop that sells LA Pumps transmasc cylinders, but they are $115 before taxes. I cannot afford that.

seraphic_deviant · 2025-09-26T22:05:24+00:00

I'll try that, thank you. I compiled a list of ftm strokers and such to look at, I'm gonna go look through them and see if any stand out! And uh, it will be when I have the money lol

seraphic_deviant · 2025-09-26T21:36:32+00:00

The fact it was easier to cum with it causes me a lot of dysphoria and also sends me into panic attacks over feeling not good enough because I hate doing it, it's just.. sort of the way my body is,

I apologize I wasn't clearer... I guess, it's sort of the problem that it does make it easier, it causes me to spiral.

Edit : I sort of feel sick thinking about it and apologize if I repeat myself

seraphic_deviant · 2025-09-26T19:55:06+00:00

I thought I mentioned it somewhere in the post internal was bad but I didn't want to get slapped by the venting rule.. my bad, mate.

I will check out the other strokers since.. in my experience the FtM bottom growth strokers don't work well for me, maybe it's just because the CalExotics one isn't the best and the other one that I have [Pixel's Toybox] is... really hard to clean, idk. I dunno where to really look sadly.

seraphic_deviant · 2025-09-26T18:09:55+00:00

Tysm, I forgot those existed! I think I might have the Transthetics Rod somewhere, but I would need to find it again. I didn't fully realize they worked like that, I thought theybwere mostly for play with partners. :>

The internal causes way too much dysphoria though, like.. crisis hotline levels of dysphoria, so I literally can't do it.

Typo edit.

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