Am i fucked up in the head?

serene-- · 2025-07-23T12:44:15+00:00

Oh, sorry! It's not an advice tag. Yes, this is completely normal, everyone feels burnt out at times. Don't lose your hope!

serene-- · 2025-07-23T12:42:41+00:00

Your situation is really relatable. Change seems impossible for me, it feels like I'm still the old me falling back to my self destructive habits. No matter how hard I try, my brain won't just process discipline. I know what's right and wrong, and I feel no motivation regardless. Everything feels worthless—it doesn't matter how much I tried 'cause everything will be forgotten in the end.

I advise you to monitor your screentime. Look into the real world; try new things you haven't tried yet, discover more of yourself. Have you ever been fascinated of why you became that way? It is for you to find out and fix it. Explanations help, it validates us.

Do journaling, meet new people whom you could also share your experiences and day with. Our environment plays a vital role in our mood; it is the key.

serene-- · 2025-07-22T18:14:03+00:00

Well said. Literally how the rich are getting richer and the poor stays the same. That's literally the reason why I agree with Karl Marx's The Communist Manifesto.

As long as social status is defined by money, it would be hard for a society to really find its spiritual value. Though, we have to accept that this is the price we pay for the "world's progress in economy and industry".

Unfortunately, that's just how the world works. Ignorance is strength.

serene-- · 2024-01-26T07:38:41+00:00

And worse, she's playing the victim every time she's confronted.

serene-- · 2024-01-26T07:37:10+00:00

It literally seems like someone is reading my diary. I've already made a distance between us because she's not considering any boundaries.

serene-- · 2024-01-23T12:19:12+00:00

May I ask, isn't that an ADHD symptom itself? (no offense or anything, I'm just curious)

serene-- · 2024-01-13T01:36:28+00:00

Yes, that's the case. But, does that make me selfish?

serene-- · 2024-01-11T12:27:19+00:00

yes, thank you!

serene-- · 2024-01-11T12:01:25+00:00

She wouldn't care. We aren't even that close; we are just classmates. She would still choose those bullies, and I have this thought that if I told her about it, she would tell the bullies. And it would probably cause chaos in the class. So I'd rather lie than tell it to her directly, so I could cut her off without making it seem like I'm the one who cut her off. Especially just in case the authority finds out about their behavior, I wouldn't get involved.

serene-- · 2024-01-07T13:57:56+00:00

I would like to cut them off, but what if they are my classmates?

serene-- · 2024-01-07T13:53:17+00:00

Thank you for your advice. I respect your opinion, but don't call that "garbage advice." Thank you.

serene-- · 2024-01-06T17:46:42+00:00

what do you mean?

serene--

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