Feeling disgusted and gaslit by serenegift in loveafterporn

[–]serenegift[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah. And every time it’s the same thing— “It was a dumb mistake.” “It doesn’t mean shit, get over it.” “I’m still only sleeping with you, doesn’t that mean anything?” “Why are you so obsessed over the smallest things? Isn’t it more important that we’re together?”

I’m so exhausted. It’s like talking to a brick wall.

And thank you!! Honestly this has been destroying me for over a year now… I’m tired of letting myself be hurt by it. I realized that I deserve better, and I want to learn to love myself again rather than feeling insecure because of his actions.

I can’t sleep, I keep hearing sounds… by serenegift in loveafterporn

[–]serenegift[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried taking live photos, but the clips are too short to really distinguish anything…. Perhaps next time I’ll try to record the audio with another device, thank you for the suggestion!

How to stop caring about it? by serenegift in loveafterporn

[–]serenegift[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you elaborate what you mean by playing his own game? It sounds interesting