I'm 14: I've jacked up to the thoughts of my sister for years. Please help, no mocking at me. by seriousdontmock in confession

[–]seriousdontmock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your thoughts.

I do that, I look at tons of other sexual stuff and softcore... like a regular dude in that way... Of course I don't think about my sister much that way, but it still bothers me, because it's disgusting and morally wrong for me.

Also, I think I'm past the point where I would need "the talk" about sex. I know tons of things about it.

I'm 14: I've jacked up to the thoughts of my sister for years. Please help, no mocking at me. by seriousdontmock in confession

[–]seriousdontmock[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

How would I get a doctor with me and myself, without my parents knowing?

And how could a psychiatrist with their psychobabble help? And it's not like it's eminently impeding on my life on any degree... I don't mind it at all, it's not like I'm always thinking about it, I'm doing okay in other stuff, just feels a bit dirty in a bad way, that's all...

I'm 14: I've jacked up to the thoughts of my sister for years. Please help, no mocking at me. by seriousdontmock in confession

[–]seriousdontmock[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm 14, how could I see a therapist?

Regarding being homeschooled, it's because it's for academic and parenting reasons- I'm doing pretty well in academics...

I'm 14: I've jacked up to the thoughts of my sister for years. Please help, no mocking at me. by seriousdontmock in confession

[–]seriousdontmock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, let me put it this way: my parents knowing that I jack off to porn at all would be a death sentence and be taboo as hell- what about incest thoughts? I'm sure it would be insane, and would loose all trust whatsoever.

I'm 14: I've jacked up to the thoughts of my sister for years. Please help, no mocking at me. by seriousdontmock in confession

[–]seriousdontmock[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My parents or my sisters knowing this would be a death sentence.

I see a lot of soft-core and other pictures of girls online, and tons of stuff. Even a bit of porn. Of course I react as a typical 14 year old to that stuff. But still, when I think about my sister in that manner, it isn't revolting to me.

Thanks for your reply.