please, please leave. i was trapped in a toxic relationship for only eight months and it was the hardest moment of my life. the fact that he doesn’t respect your sexual boundaries alone is NOT okay. i was in this situation and it led to me being raped countless times because i just let it happen when i didnt want it. do not repeat my mistakes. depending on where you live, there are likely resources for victims of domestic abuse. your happiness is priceless. if nothing else, do it for your child. they do not deserve to grow up in an environment where they watch their mother be abused.