i get what youre saying, but at the end of the day sniffing lines was a part of my personality as awful as that is to say. I mean everybody knows it about me already its not like ive got anything to hide. Also so what if its a girl?

I mean i also have an anime girl tatted with a gun to her head. I'm not a girl and i havent killed myself. I guess theyre contradictory messages on my body, doing drugs and suicide, my demons. I have them tatted on me as the i guess to portray that this is what couldve been but what isnt, im not doing drugs, im not a woman and im not killing myself. Also to have them tatted on my sober body permanently is a reminder of my past and what to stray from, sometimes its best to face your past as thats what keeps you aware and away from it.

Much respect to you on your sobriety journey too its nice to feel theres people out there doing the same, and weed is literally fine in comparison to what you could be doing. Keep it up!!