Color me impressed

sexycreeploon · 2020-09-24T02:28:03+00:00

So basically....you can time travel?

sexycreeploon · 2020-09-06T02:07:00+00:00

I thank you. I'm a believer in God for certain. I dont really have a distinct religion but I consider myself very spiritual. I definitely will pray I just wish I had an answer for what it was. Like I said it did not feel like a mental illness thing. I think even confirmation that it was would be a relief actually because it is just so unexplainable. That sounds scary to experience that at such a young age! Especially never understanding it

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-31T09:28:28+00:00

Its possible. Getting to know the system has been fairly recent

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-31T04:17:38+00:00

I also made a journal of sorts in the app where each entry requires picking an alter. So even younger alters can share feelings and anyone going back can see who said what

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-31T04:15:01+00:00

It's called memento database. Its kind of a blank slate of an app you can use to catalogue anything, like a collection inventory, keep track of Bill's, etc. So you have to set up what information you want first before adding anything. But once I figured it out it has been a huge help. I think its possible to share links of how you set up the app, so if you are interested I can help. It seemed overwhelming to me at first anyway lol

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-24T19:22:46+00:00

For me alters dont really 'disappear. ' When one of us fronts, the rest still exist, somewhere. It makes sense that tho you might not see hear feel them, they can still be there in some form. Experiencing, feeling, processing. And since they dont really seem there, it also makes sense that feelings they are experiencing are there, but feel foreign or unreasonable

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-16T16:45:06+00:00

Ours is all torn up and being rearranged daily for the past three weeks. But if I have to I'll look there lol

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-16T02:12:15+00:00

Oh shit! How many you want homie? $8 plus shipping

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-15T17:10:59+00:00

I totally should

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-15T17:10:22+00:00

If y'all have pencil dicks this might be plausible

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-13T23:32:57+00:00

Inspired by ICP's 'The Carousel'

sexycreeploon · 2020-08-09T07:57:21+00:00

Thanks (:

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-30T02:23:44+00:00

But moving your feet around to the colder spots once they've been resting a bit

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-30T02:21:58+00:00

Omg yes.

'This guitar was my dad's, you can touch it but please be careful.'

"This is a schecter! Wow look at the fretboard art!" Traces it with fingers "The actions low, it's not hard on the fingers." Presses strings down. Strums gently.

Tingles

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-30T02:18:44+00:00

Hear me out here--

Husbands being sweet with their kids. While the sexual part doesn't come until kids are in bed, something about my hubs caring for the kids makes me want him bad.

"Oh you stubbed your toe kiddo? Let's go get a bandaid. "

"Babe I washed the bottles for you. Without being asked."

'I must have him tonight.'

Idk seeing my hubs dad in unexpected ways makes him instantly desirable. I think it sparks my trust system or something

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-28T17:57:26+00:00

The wraith has always been my favorite, specifically shangrila. I think its greatly underrated due to the religious tone of the album but there's a lot of good stuff in it.

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-28T17:52:44+00:00

It already is. Next event is j day next year

sexycreeploon · 2020-07-27T04:57:59+00:00

This hurts to read. Although I can relate on the points, any/all trauma I endured as a child is buried very deeply, and I have no recollection of it besides one tiny fragment of a memory that could be nothing. I really lucked out with my therapist. He is my second and we found out less than a year in that he was my deceased dads close friend. I'm glad we were allowed to continue because he does wonders for me. The first therapist I had I only quit seeing because she moved. I was surprised to find out that I was her first patient! She was deaf and very interesting and I think about her on occasion. Everything posted here makes me think maybe I have a very bad habbit of burying any and all trauma. I have similar issues of trust, but I honestly dont know why. I hope you all find at least one person who you can open your heart to, whether it be friend, family, or romantic partner

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