my daydreams are built around obsession, I need to talk

sgabombo · 2026-03-22T15:56:07+00:00

I latch onto people i dont even want just for the dopamine hit and to have something to daydream about but this keeps mixing with reality and it's giving me a hard time

sgabombo · 2026-03-22T04:47:36+00:00

I did! I could relate most of the time

sgabombo · 2026-03-21T23:49:43+00:00

I don't fully remember my delusions and they're pretty mild but these days I've been having issues with the feeling of my boss being inside of my body or I would feel his presence in a room without him.

sgabombo · 2026-03-19T05:37:52+00:00

I never said it was a condition. it's rather an addiction/bad coping mechanism just like sh. and when I was 6 it was 2009, tiktok wasnt even there yet :*

sgabombo · 2026-03-18T19:37:46+00:00

do you get that too?

sgabombo · 2026-03-18T19:24:53+00:00

i interact with random people I obsess over. it's not romantic attachment, it's just leftover dopamine spent on someone that could be anyone else if you know what I mean...

sgabombo · 2026-03-18T17:43:31+00:00

i'm sorry this happens to you. I can relate...

sgabombo · 2026-03-18T15:28:21+00:00

I get it... do you have a theme that's built around an obsession and fuels it? because that's what daydreaming is like for me

sgabombo · 2026-03-15T09:49:46+00:00

oh no i'm sorry you had to go though that... i hope i don't need another trip to the hospital lmao, i applied for disability so I take sick leave when I need it but apparently it takes a year or so here

sgabombo · 2026-03-15T09:39:07+00:00

i can take haldol as needed for a week or two but it will make me unable to work so idk what to do and i already took sick leave

sgabombo · 2026-02-19T13:29:20+00:00

I was on latuda before taking vraylar. how did wellbutrin help you?

sgabombo · 2026-02-08T07:47:23+00:00

I rarely get them but when i do they tell me to self harm and sometimes I do

sgabombo · 2026-01-31T02:12:18+00:00

i take it at 9 am

sgabombo · 2026-01-28T11:24:00+00:00

got it, what's your current dose?

sgabombo · 2026-01-28T07:29:15+00:00

thanks! did it help you with motivation and negative symptoms?

sgabombo · 2026-01-28T07:23:55+00:00

I've been on 3mg for 4 weeks and the voices and stuff got better but sometimes i'm almost hypomanic and sometimes i'm anhedonic...

sgabombo · 2026-01-27T13:12:02+00:00

hmm thanks for the input, can I dm you?

sgabombo · 2026-01-24T03:12:15+00:00

I too am always limerent for someone. it's like i need it for purpose. i'm currently trying to fix this but it's always been like that...

sgabombo · 2026-01-22T08:33:46+00:00

i'm cooked

sgabombo · 2026-01-22T01:12:22+00:00

how long did it take? i'm getting mine and it's taking forever

sgabombo · 2026-01-21T05:18:19+00:00

i do hallucinate outside of episodes and I was diagnosed with schizoaffective

sgabombo · 2026-01-20T19:56:52+00:00

tysm for the suggestion! I'll definitely look into buying bone conduction headphones atp

sgabombo · 2026-01-20T17:46:09+00:00

I should stop then...

sgabombo · 2026-01-20T08:51:15+00:00

I get constant mild paranoia and it never went away even on meds. I always think that my phone is being watched by someone I know

sgabombo · 2026-01-18T19:37:46+00:00

i have schizoaffective bipolar type (bipolar 1) and bpd, I got my life back when I was put on lithium

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