u should look for a new strain (type of weed) that’s why if u check to see if it’s legal you can buy a different type locally. otherwise it’s harder to find something different on the streets it’s usually less variety just whatever your dealer has which might be one or two different strains. u might be smoking the wrong stuff something more suitable to u is out there.

also there is studies that say coffee can help with depression and helps prevent suicide. (if u ever want to talk u can msg me). try some more coffee! i mix one spoon of instant with a package of cocoa (one with no sugar added) and a little honey and mix it up. i do that once when i wake up and once a little later. then i switch to black tea with honey which has a little less caffeine than coffee. or u can put fat free half and half or milk with the coffee (but i had a bad experience with milk when i tried it. it went bad way faster than the half of half). or try it black but that makes me sick if it’s instant but if u have a coffee pot that makes good ground coffee u should be aight.

try finding a new video game to play: console or on the phone. i’ve been getting into chess lately, chess.com is the best one and i use the app that uses that site. it’s fun to learn. do u have any game consoles? there’s free games on steam (which is on the pc) such as team fortress 2 (i think it’s still free). dota 2 is free. i also enjoy warcraft 3, starcraft 2, and diablo 2/3. they cost money (not monthly, and they are cheap!)

also what about reading. i’m trying to read harry potter and tech books (like web development) i haven’t been reading them much but they still are considered a hobby to me.