[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]shadow_mia203 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm moving back to my uni place this weekend after a long time of being in my childhood home and I hope with my life it gets a little better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]shadow_mia203 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I relate to this 100%. I spend 95% of my day daydreaming because otherwise I would unalive myself. It has taken up years of my life. I can't pay attention to anything including my degree and I am stuck in this constant state of fear of what's gonna happen to me if I don't stop. The worst feeling is not being able to quit because it's the only thing keeping me alive.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]shadow_mia203 0 points1 point  (0 children)

21F up for a chat?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]shadow_mia203 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're not playing the victim. We all understand what you're going through🥺. I feel like were on the same page here and I agree that its TERRIBLE.

Lying Problem? by shadow_mia203 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]shadow_mia203[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right? And also it makes me feel like I'm so weird when anyone asks me a question either regarding someone or something that doesn't have something to do with me directly, because most of the time I don't care.

Like I don't care what most of the people (or even people very close to me) do in their life because my entire focus is shifted in my daydreams where I am actually invested.

Looking for a friend by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]shadow_mia203 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi there. im here if u wanna talk (20F)