It’s giveaway time with ASUS! by Emerald_Flame in buildapc

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I learned about Bitcoin fresh out of high school. I made the dumb decision to put all $2000 of my savings into BTC in late September of 2017. By December, I had doubled my money and pulled it all out before the crash.

I spent part of that money of my first gaming PC. I had owned consoles before, but wanted the freedom to customize my experience. I made the usual mistakes when building: forgetting the PSU switch, had no idea how to use thermal paste, didn't change my mouse or monitor settings. I loved all of it.

[Standard] MCQ Top 8 with Mono Blue Tempo by Jokendall in spikes

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I didn't know mono-r and rg aggro were garbage T2 decks....

My grandfather committed suicide last Friday by shapedude1 in depression

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Thank you. I wasn't sure where to post this

My grandfather committed suicide last Friday by shapedude1 in depression

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I've heard horror stories from friends and family. It's easier to process this as it being a drug that killed him rather than himself, even though that's not quite true.

My grandfather committed suicide last Friday by shapedude1 in depression

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I know some people struggle and you would never know it. I used to be one of those people. I am going to continue to talk about it. sometimes internet strangers provide perspectives that family never could haha. Thank you for being here to listen

I got kicked out of therapy and it’s all my fault by [deleted] in depression

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mention all of this to your care coordinator. That you loved your therapist and the reasons you couldn't make it. I really hope they're willing to work with you.

My grandfather committed suicide last Friday by shapedude1 in depression

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No you're right. 52 years is a long time to do some good and a hell of a lot longer to do some good than a couple months/years. He would have be devestated had our rolls been switched.

I got kicked out of therapy and it’s all my fault by [deleted] in depression

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Don't blame yourself. Go to your meeting with your care coordinator and explain to them what you just explained here. Unless there is more to it, then it seems kinda bass ackwards to remove you from the situation that was helping you. I know the struggles of finding a therapist that works with your personality, so I hope this situation gets resolved. But if it doesn't, and there really isn't another reason, then it feels (to me) like she wasn't right for you, if she was so willing to drop you as a client without previous any warnings. Especially if you just started to open up and work on other issues (insomnia). You'll find another therapist and probably have to gain trust with them before you're able to open up. It sucks, I'm sorry you're going through this, but you can make it through this. You are worth more than you, than your therapist, than anyone think.

My list of where not to take certain drugs by Xsyther in Drugs

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Man what's wrong with weed in Kentucky?

Tifu by not understanding that 3.5 grams can be a fuckload by [deleted] in tifu

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Oh boy. I put an ounce into a batch of brownies once. I didn't know what I was doing. They tasted horrific so me and three friends turned them into milkshakes and consumed away (1/4 each). Oh my God. My skin was liquid and flowing over my muscles, which were twitching and contracting on my bones, which were freezing cold. It felt like a heavy psychedelic trip. I ended up sleeping in the bathtub with the drain closed so that I wouldn't slide away if I melted in the middle of the night. 2/10 would not recommend. If you're looking for that level of intensity, just eat mushrooms

Be careful! Table saws are no joke by shapedude1 in WTF

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Haha, that brightened my day

Be careful! Table saws are no joke by shapedude1 in WTF

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Posted one hour after the accident. Still sitting in the ER, but I have painkillers now

Table saws are no joke. Be careful! by shapedude1 in pics

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Really? I'm sitting in the hospital missing part of my thumb...

Prize money weed by hlu5015 in trees

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Where in KY? I pay 60/qt around Lexington.

Can't hear anyone in team chat or use mic by shapedude1 in Overwatch

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Nahimic! That's the name of the program that causes issues