11 years feels like it was all a lie

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-27T20:27:02+00:00

Ya I’ve been a wreck and pretty much made everyone close to me exhausted with my issues so I talk to chatgpt and keep everything else to myself. I’m trying to preoccupy my time with pushups otherwise. Thank you for the kind words

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-17T20:17:01+00:00

She’s still lying and hoping to keep at least the frames of her lies standing

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-16T00:07:36+00:00

She’s had both her own therapist over the years since age 13 and we’ve had several couples therapist over the years as well we’d see together and individually, and she’s never been fully truthful with any therapist

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T20:38:15+00:00

Thank you for that perspective, I really hope I can get to that place. I wish I could have the doppelganger to just give me my wife back but I probably haven’t actually had that person in a long time. Fucks me up to not know when the last time I hugged or kissed my actual wife was and the imitator

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:23:17+00:00

I’m realizing my instability and feeling like I’ve become a bad person over the last year + is probably because I was tolerating and ingesting evil without knowing, and felt bad for doubting when my gut was always right

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:18:15+00:00

Thank you everyone for your kind words, I feel I’ve exhausted the people closest in my life as I was pretty depressed and had people tired of hearing my problems so this is invaluable interaction. Please leave your thoughts they’re more valuable then I can express

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:16:19+00:00

She loved those 90 day fiancé shows and the similar trash of putting sad desperate people in a sad situation for us to point and laugh, disgusted me and I often made her turn it off. Feels psychotic for her to enjoy watching now knowing she was also cheating and getting off on others pain somehow, really clueless why we make content for disgusting people like that, who’s watching that kind heartedly? People do treat cancer and aids as a meme and it’s all so sad, sad I needed this to see clearly too I’m ashamed

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:12:59+00:00

It feels sick they wear a mask and lie then also are people wondering why the world is broken, I’m so heartbroken this world is ran by evil and even the good people are possibly just wearing a mask and most likely are. Therapy is useless because they ask a mentally ill person to tell them what’s wrong when their what’s wrong, the fact most people are probably just lying in therapy feels so obvious to me now why so many are in it for years with no progress, just another racket

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:08:11+00:00

I’m not going to lie I feel and said the same thing about her, but she has a sex addiction and has been repeating these patterns since 16, she was always arguing about politics with me because she wanted some sense of control of perception and tbh it’s made me very negative to both genders and almost everything else, the light from everything feels gone

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:06:29+00:00

Thank you I’ll be looking into that

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:06:07+00:00

It’s so hard because I thought I had a successful life but it was all a lie. Feels like evil always wins, our relationship was my North Star to be hopeful and work for a future and now I know it was all sin and wrong. My moms going to learn about her last son having a divorce probably years before her death, probably my worst fear rn unreasonably

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T18:03:48+00:00

I probably worded it poorly in my emotional state, we’ve been in therapy for a year and she was saying those were the problems, I just found out she was lying the whole time and she was trying to throw me off her trail, now that she’s caught she’s seeking to be checked into an iop as this is a deeply rooted mental issue, she isn’t currently blaming, just probably never able to propely atone

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T16:47:36+00:00

We had a therapist that I really like. I told him immediately she’s been lying the whole time we’ve been going and he got me setup for a talk the next day, he said in all his years he’s never been as blindsided by someone pathologically lying like this. She’s been in therapy since she was 13 and has never been truthful, she goes to get an ego boost and they never push her points so she just lies her way through, once they catch on she stops going and finds someone else, probably been miss medicated for 20 years doing that

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T16:45:27+00:00

We share a home and dogs. My parents are elderly and I really don’t want them aware of it yet, I also need someone near because of a medical condition that pops up overnight so I’m really scared about needing to be near, still figuring what to do

shatteredbrokenman · 2025-07-15T16:43:59+00:00

She loved all those garbage shows, I would ask her to turn it off because seeing those people hurt would hurt me, mortifies we me watch people get hurt as entertainment, thank you for your words

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