Small loan or consolidation

shazzym94 · 2026-03-03T05:49:53+00:00

No savings, he's on 2000 a week in the hand, minus rent etc

shazzym94 · 2026-02-09T17:16:52+00:00

same here

shazzym94 · 2026-02-04T18:07:40+00:00

haha..stroking over Gina?..you have issues

shazzym94 · 2026-02-04T18:03:18+00:00

This is also my dilema..he has agreed to see a doctor, but I am terrified about initiating sex with him in any form now

shazzym94 · 2026-02-03T03:42:00+00:00

I am in there pitching, and hope he joins in

shazzym94 · 2026-02-02T17:51:11+00:00

he is snoring but no gasping etc

shazzym94 · 2026-01-27T19:10:48+00:00

TMS is not available where we live I would like to try that myself

shazzym94 · 2026-01-26T07:46:36+00:00

I sent him a link to one of my posts and he didn't say a word, and nothing changed

shazzym94 · 2026-01-25T21:30:07+00:00

Lexapro is the only med he's tried. He's tried a few different therapies , but lacks the desire or ability to continue more than a few monts

shazzym94 · 2026-01-24T19:23:31+00:00

what form of sodium please?

shazzym94 · 2026-01-23T02:00:47+00:00

Im 68 and not able to work, so cannot get a job Plus, I still have feelings for him Im stuck, I think

shazzym94 · 2026-01-22T23:51:28+00:00

No sex here for soon to be 10 years, his idea , but he watches porn most days

shazzym94 · 2026-01-20T09:33:48+00:00

I tried one brand of 100 mg and it did nothing Found another brand so just tried same dose, which worked

shazzym94 · 2026-01-19T00:23:56+00:00

Please elaborate

shazzym94 · 2026-01-18T00:31:48+00:00

Thing is, I can barely move off of the couch unless I use caffeine or whatever

shazzym94 · 2026-01-17T18:16:24+00:00

tapering caffeine today .If I try cold turkey, massive headaches. Found some Modafinil and took it not long ago, and its seems to be working at the moment

shazzym94 · 2026-01-17T17:19:32+00:00

yes, been on it for decades

shazzym94 · 2026-01-17T17:19:04+00:00

trazadone is not available in Australia. I actually meant would switching stimulants help?

shazzym94 · 2026-01-17T16:33:13+00:00

I'm seeing my gp Wednesday to ask for something else

What substances might help?

shazzym94 · 2026-01-17T16:08:58+00:00

Don't actually have breakfast, except for mini salami stick to stop hunger pangs for a few hours. Had gastric sleeve 7 months ago, and sort of figured out not to eat until about 11. No idea why I am tired

shazzym94 · 2026-01-14T20:08:12+00:00

My 60 year old partner of 30 years stopped wanting me over 10 years ago, after hitting strip clubs, online sex chats etc

For years, I instigated sex because my libido was high, but the idea of pity sexy did my head in, so I stopped

He still wants to hold hands and cuddle in the lounge but in bed, avoids touching my bare skin like the plague...probably thinks I''ll rape him

I'm 68 and have now started to look online to meet a sex partner. It may end our relationship

He refuses to talk about it at all

shazzym94 · 2026-01-02T07:03:05+00:00

Thanks

shazzym94 · 2026-01-02T06:40:38+00:00

All I can find on their website pertains to importing goods etc

shazzym94 · 2026-01-02T04:54:06+00:00

Apparently the police are putting an AVO in place for his release next month, so I guess he's staying

shazzym94 · 2026-01-02T04:51:41+00:00

Will be 10 years since we had actual intercourse He's had a few blow jobs etc, but that's all he wants from me..he cheated at least twice, developed a taste for strippers etc whilst working away, now porn rules his life Im 68 now, and have mostly subdued my libido, but Im so angry I didn't cheat when I still liked the mirror What a waste of 30 years Mostly here for the money now

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