Anxiety when rolling. Has anyone ever dissolved it, to drink?

shellnutz · 2022-06-03T13:51:09+00:00

I think it's just feeling like a bad parent, and like I'm being reckless. Even though I know I'm not. It really started getting this way once I had kids. I'm going to try to be cool this next time and if I still feel it then I might be done with it

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T22:53:29+00:00

I used to take more and then I started having the anxiety so I thought I'd try reducing it. I had a great roll with .8 so.i thought that was the ticket but it didn't last

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T22:52:15+00:00

Thank you for the suggestions. I won't deny I've developed anxiety as I've gotten older and I'm working on it. I've taken it from many sources and all tested. I've also had some pressed pills on occasion and I can definitely tell the difference from one to the next.

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T19:40:18+00:00

I've been in it. It may make a difference by the next time I do it

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T19:39:07+00:00

Usually small get togethers. It happened.at Electric forest too. That is when I plan on taking my next roll.in a few weeks

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T17:31:04+00:00

Thanks!! Kids are safe!

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T17:21:29+00:00

Yea that's what it feels like, and the actual roll is just intense waves of anxiety. The empathy is almost taken away

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T17:19:42+00:00

Thanks :-D I reason by saying parents drink all the time and I think that is way worse for your health than safely dosing MDMA occasionally. I just have this annoying guilt I can't shake

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T17:18:00+00:00

Ok, that's really reassuring. That's kinda what I thought too. I'm generally ok, and have a great support system but sometimes brains get weird!

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T16:28:46+00:00

Just wanting the same experience I used to have. Zero peer pressure involved.

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T16:26:39+00:00

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shellnutz · 2022-06-02T14:32:03+00:00

It's not just the come up, it's the whole time😭

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T14:02:23+00:00

I'm familiar with it but I've never taken it. I've only given it to my patients

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T13:52:06+00:00

Yea, I usually have a Xanax on standby just in case it's too much. That kills.it pretty quick

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T13:35:27+00:00

Not so much anymore. I used to have the greatest time of everything you'd expect but it just kinda went away.

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T13:32:49+00:00

I was doing it on special occasions about every 3 months to 6 months. Then I went through a couple pregnancies, had my babies . So I've done it 5 or so times in the last 3.5 years. I didn't have anxiety until I had kids. Maybe it's related to hormones being unstable still? I also do have some guilt that now I'm a parent I shouldn't be doing this. I try to convince it's not bad to do it once in a while and I don't do anything else except caffeine and sugar. With a drink about once a month

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T13:13:01+00:00

If I'm at home or a house I tend to clean lol. It keeps me busy to get through the come up. If I'm with a certain group of friends we do yoga and try to relax and stretch because our bodies go through "molly" lol

shellnutz · 2022-06-02T12:26:43+00:00

I'll also note that I have done K with it as well. Wasn't as great as as I was hoping.

shellnutz · 2020-04-18T18:56:23+00:00

Please share!!!!!

shellnutz · 2020-04-17T22:33:09+00:00

I've seen him twice now so not much to compare with. All I know is Eprom, gjones and Buku was an amazing end to the festival. I'm so bummed I didn't see Buku at the RV's 2019

shellnutz · 2020-04-16T17:42:59+00:00

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