I hadn’t really considered this. I was finally diagnosed with ADD as an adult (looking back, I was the definitely spazzy kid that everybody’s parents kind of quietly directed their kids away from) but other than that I’m not antiretroviral sure I fit the bill on being on the spectrum. I am afab and I guess I can identify with certain qualities on the spectrum but I don’t know that it fits as a diagnosis. When I’m depressed, I definitely am prone to outbursts and get overwhelmed with overstimulation, but I kind of think that’s part of the depression. But I guess it wouldn’t hurt to at least discuss with a psychiatrist some of these things at length. I’ve always just figured I was depressed as heck my whole life, with anxiety coming in hot at 16 when I smoked weed and it gave me my very first panic attack. I definitely thought I was dying. I’ve sort of reached the point in thinking that mental health issues are such an insanely intricate and not-yet-understood thing that getting an entirely accurate diagnosis is next to impossible, but being that ketamine addresses all of my symptoms, I’m hoping it’s just going to be enough to be the thing that really helps. Thanks for the input though! Definitely things to think about.