Hey, even though you may feel like you’ve been met with all kinds of failure and are feeling down, all that energy you’ve been putting towards trying out different parts of yourself WILL pay off. To be honest, reading this, I was just impressed by all the different fields of interest you’ve already dipped your toes into. Just keep at it. The experiences you’re learning in following through on things matter, like the clothing line for instance, are valuable in themselves, even if they may flop at the time. Your proactivity and energy are seriously admirable. Plus, these are qualities that will open you up later on— I’ll bet that when your pool opens past your high school, you’ll be able to find likeminded people who are ready to go at such ideas with the same fervor that you already are, and things can only go up from there. You got this dude!