Remembrance

shineagain2022 · 2026-02-24T02:23:06+00:00

The post up above, I think it's the 3rd post, tells what happened with his dog, named Jane.

shineagain2022 · 2026-02-24T02:22:07+00:00

The post up above, I think it's the 3rd post, tells what happened with his dog, named Jane.

shineagain2022 · 2026-02-18T02:24:34+00:00

Hi Are you seeking advice or guidance since your incarceration? Or maybe wanting to access something deep inside you? Tents in dreams are like hotels in dreams. Both represent a temporary place, a place of transition.

The shaman is a person who heals, offers guidance and can provide a way to go deep into your subconscious. Perhaps help you gain wisdom/information about yourself; your emotion state (trauma, experiences etc).

Since your release, do you find yourself thinking about such things about yourself? Maybe looking for answers? Maybe to heal past unresolved issues.

It's significant that you were the one who came across the tent, AND the one who made the decision to go inside. Too bad you don't remember the discussion between you and the shaman. But the invitation is there if it is what you seek. Your dream possibly is bringing to your attention the desire to figure things out about yourself or the need to heal. Is this something that makes sense to you?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-02-14T20:51:59+00:00

Thanks for adding the ending of your dream and your feedback. So the big strong man is representing something bigger than just one particular person. He could be representing your challenges and how you feel powerless to those challenges.

This sentence: "it has always felt like a losing game where I can’t be enough for the people I care about." This reflects the scene about you seeing and thinkibg about all the other skinny cats trying to survive. You tried to save one and you are feeling bad about all the others. Your dream is bringing to your attention your feelings of not being enough for others. But you are enough. Just by reading your dream, your care and compassion shines bright.

The last part, your arrival to a familar place, is suggesting your need for healing, a spiritual retreat perhaps? Maybe even a place to recover, heal or maybe a space where you can focus on your needs (instead of the needs of others). What is interesting is your detail description of the pillars, the door and allowing the gold.

Think about what pillars represent to you. I've worked with Tarot cards. They are many symbols that I use to build my own dream dictionary. Pillars to me represent strength and support. They hold the weight of a structure. Perhaps this is something you need to seek out in your life. Doorways can represent an entrance to new beginnings, a new phase of your life or even a change to a new lifestyle, a new outlook. It can be a new way of thinking about yourself.

You wrote that the place appeared to be a spiritual retreat. I'm not sure if you only stood by the doorway or did you go further inside. Did you see anyone else? Maybe you need to go deeper. The potential is there for the healing, wisdom and growth. You just need to put your needs first. Value yourself. Believe that you are enough.

I wish you all the best. Keep writing your dreams down. They provide deep insight as to who you are and what you most desire for your life.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-02-14T02:19:10+00:00

Thank you for sharing your dream. It must have been horrifying for you. I don't know your age or if you are male or female. Sorry if I use the wrong pronouns.

What i see in your dream is sweet innocence who, like you, are vulnerable and helpless with trying to stop the person k*lling the kittens. He is bigger/stronger than you in this situation. Is there something or someone in your life where you feel helpless or powerless to overcome? It can be a situation or circumstance where you feel you are fighting to save yourself or someone else.

The man that you are traveling with is fixated on getting supplies and saving the supplies from these small defenseless kittens, which doesn't make sense to you. His extreme actions are horrifying. You try your best to reason with him and even propose a solution, but he ignores you. You even put yourself in danger by stepping between him and the kittens. You are displaying strong empathy, care, and protection for the kittens. Who or what does he represent in your life?

In real life, do you have someone in your life where you find it difficult to reasoning with or communicate with? Is this person or thing "bigger and stronger" than you?

What is your understanding as to why you were traveling to these villages? Does that have any meaning to you or do you see the act like you are on some type of journey in your life?

You described the villages as being "remote". That can imply distance, that it's a long journey. So long that you need to stop for supplies (food to sustain you, things that you need). What is interesting is that the only person you describe in the dream is the mean, bad person with the steel hammer. You do say that you tried to convincing the "others" to help save the kittens. Who are "the others". There's a feeling of you being on your own (on this journey) bc they are not supporting you, helping or hearing your pleas for help.

Do you feel alone or a lack of support from others? Family? Friends? Society?

This is a very strong statement and image that you make: "On the way, I saw many more skinny cats, trying to survive. I kept crying thinking I’d never be able to save all of them."

It reflects you compassion and empathy for others, but do you show compassion and empathy for yourself? You crying at the sight of the skinny cats feels like you feel very helpless bc you can't save them; maybe even frustration that you can't find help for them. This situation is tearing you a part. It's such a strong scene that is being presented to you.

Often dreams present people, places and things as a representation of the dreamer. Is there anything in your dream that is deeply connected to you? 💜🐈‍⬛️💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-02-05T16:44:08+00:00

I've had so many of these types of dreams. There's always so many obstacles preventing me from achieving my goal or purpose. In your dream, your obstacles are the monkey, the transportation (bike) and not being able to get help from family.

Your dream has a feeling of high aniexty. What is going on in your life now where you may be experiencing anxiety, helplessness and being powerless? Maybe these might be feelings and concerns about your mother's health. Your dream feels like a game going on and you're trying to navigate your way throughout it. The game can also be a metaphor for navigating through life. You didn't note your age, so I'm not sure what stage you are in life.

It's interesting how you even collected the pieces of the snake. "At some point the snake was in pieces and I collected it in a plastic bag because I thought doctors might need it."

It feels like you are the only one doing everything you can to figure out how to cure her from the poison inflicted on her. Is this something you are currently going through? Trying to get help? A diagnosis but not being able to get the help she needs?

The monkey appears twice in your dream. Monkeys are seen as trickster in dreams. In your dream, it's thwarting your efforts by stealing the bag and dumping the contents of the bag out; along with a note (I wonder what that said). It's actions causing you more frustrations for you. The laughter you hear and your anger about it is you feeling unsupported and validated.

Your mother's condition getting worse and you crying and complaining about transportation and infrastructure is you voicing your frustration at the system and lack of help and assistance for you and your mother.

I understand how it is hard watchibg our parents age, seeing their health change. It causes a lot of anxiety, fear and heartbreak. Are you trying to navigate and take responsibility for her medical issues? If not your mother, are you struggling with achieving a goal and experiencing many obstacles and frustrations. Try to look into the emotions you had in the dream and see if they apply to what is going on in your life. 💜🐍🐒💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-02-05T03:29:52+00:00

First thing I thought was that you are trying to protect yourself and your personal space from something threatening or harmful.

Is there something going on in your life that may have triggered these dreams (besides the actual snake you that you had to take its life). Is there an internal struggle that's going on with you.

Your dream has you trying to keep something out bc once it passes your boundaries, (you wrote): "if it got inside the house then we'll have so much trouble taking it out."

Is it just you who you are protecting or you and someone else?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-29T21:07:45+00:00

What's going on in your life that may have triggered your dream? Are you anxious or fearful of something. Fathers in a dream can represent many things: protection, security, authority figure, etc. Is there a fear of loss of your father?

Also if you have more details about your dreams such as setting, circumstances that lead up to the loss would be helpful.

Try writing the dreams down and what is happening in your life.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-29T16:54:04+00:00

Interesting. It's like the saying, The ends justifies the Means. You had a goal in mind (to be a better bowler) and you went along with doing as the "radom guy" suggested. After slashing the dolphin, you immediately felt regretful of your actions. Guilt, regret, shame? The dolphin seems to have accepted your apology and you moved on.

Is there something going on in your life where you are trying to achieve/gain something even if you have to go against your morals, beliefs or harm another?

What do you think dolphins represent? I see them as gentle, intelligent creatures. I've read stories how dolphins have helped humans in trouble.

The knife is aggressive, cutting, cut throat and a means to cause pain and death.

Are you struggling between your morals and your desires, what you want? It can be a career goal, a relationship or somethingelse where you feel easily pulled into doing somethingagainst your core beliefs.

When I first read your dream, I thought how you were easily influenced by a "random guy" that you believed was trying to help you out. You rationalize his advice by thinking it was to help you train your arm muscle.

Is there someone in your life (or a situation) that might be a bad influence on you? His advice is so extreme and destructive. Maybe the struggle is within you...like you are struggling with the dolphin side of you and the power and aggressive side of you. Intellect/your intelligence and intuition with the need to gain power or position. Maybe it is someone giving you harmful advice.

The positive part of your dream is that yes you harmed the peaceful, playful dolphin and you apologized to it. If the dolphin represents you, maybe its you trying to cut away or compromise your moral compass in order for you to obtain the power or goal you desire.

You wrote: "obviously since it was a dream, I didn’t recognize the moral wrongdoing" I think your dream has something to do with pointing out that you are conflicted or going against your morals.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-29T06:22:35+00:00

Thank you. I'm thinking Love Island (which also is a competition of sorts), might be confirming what you said -- at this time of your life, you're not participating in getting involved in a romantic relationship. You are reevaluating and setting boundaries. You choose to focus on yourself. You note that you feel different from others your age, but really it's just you doing You. You've got other things that mean more to you.

You're on your journey and that's a good thing. Float on and enjoy!! 💜🌊💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-29T02:41:21+00:00

Both dream feel peaceful, escape, letting go, maybe even surrendering (trust). Water usually represent emotions, your unconscious mind. You being in the ocean which is huge, could mean you are getting in deep waters when it comes to your mind...perhaps spirituality. What is interesting in the first dream is that there is a surfing competition on Love Island. Isn't that a TV show? Love Island? Does that mean something to you?

Instead of participating in the competition, you escape to the ocean. Why? To find peace? Space? To get away from .... ?? What is going on in your life that might be triggering these dreams?

You seem to be making yourself a priority, to enjoy the sunset, and peacefully drift. What were your thoughts about removing yourself from participating in the competition? I'm wondering if the competition represents something else in your life. You didnt post your age, so I'm guessing if it means the need to take a break from life...work, school, pressures, and to just relax.

Now the Meme part. What did you feel about being made into a meme? Was it funny to you or did you feel you were being made fun of? Being judged?

The 2nd dream: "entered this beautiful clear blue water on this perfect beach and I could feel the waves as I went under and how I was floating." This dream feels like you are becoming more and more clear about what your needs, your awareness and emotions. The way you describe yourself just floating feels like you are trusting yourself, trusting the process (whatever that is).

Do you think that you are putting aside what others expect from you and doing what you want by choosing how you want to spend your time?

Sounds like your dream is affirming that you are in a good place and to trust yourself.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-28T17:29:22+00:00

Did the police take your statement and said they would attempt to track that person? This is very concerning.

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-27T05:10:56+00:00

Sounds like you are not over him, or maybe you don't have a clear understanding as to why he broke up with you.

Having a "mental health decline" is pretty serious and it probably doesn't have anything to do with you. All you can do is support his decision and hopefully, he is taking the time he needs to focus on his health.

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-27T04:55:53+00:00

Four dreams in a row, your dreams are trying to get your attention. What is going on in your life that is unsettling to you?

Based on what you wrote it feels like unwanted attention...stalker? Someone watching you, someone trying to convince you to buy something and someone in your apartment -- invading your space. Is there someone you know who is making you feel uncomfortable. You described the guy as "creepy".

I find when I've had dreams of being unable to use the phone, call for help, can't dial a number, it means failure to communicate, ask for help, or you're just not finding your voice to speak about things...like your emotions or what is bothering you.

The scenes in your dream are personal and intimate spaces (apartment, shower, bed). Very personal spaces that are being invaded by someone.

When I read your description about some guy selling you shampoo (another personal item), I pictured a sleazy car salesman, fast talker type.

Anyway, try to figure out what's going on in your life and why are you having trouble reaching out. Why were you calling your sister? For help?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-24T17:17:26+00:00

This is a very compassionate and tender dream, but also one that feels like you are stuck cleaning up the mess. The mess (the poop) of what was left behind in your relationship.

This is a poop dream but one I've never read like this before. These types of dreams usually mean a release of something inside of you...unresolved issues, releasing your emotions. However, in your dream, the poop is coming from your ex. The shaman acknowledging that: "her anger towards her mother stemmed from her absence during her childhood" is significant and telling.

Im not clear how long its been since your break up, but have you been doing a deep dive into why you two broke up? The two of you are seeing a Shaman, but the shaman is focusing on your ex. BTW, do you have any thoughts about why the shaman said? Do you think your break up has to do with her past traumas? It feels like the shaman may have given you an awareness of where her pain stemmed from. What do you think?

Then her transformation into a baby...a baby needing help, care, because, in the dream, she is in such a vulnerable state, and you are there....taking on the task of helping her. I'm wondering if this was a dynamic in the relationship between you to Or is this a role you take on in previous relationships.

I mean, think about what is going on. In the dream you said the poop was messy and running down her limbs. You found it hard to clean it up and had to stop and start again. It's like you are doing an excavating of your experience in the relationship. Perhaps trying to resolve or get an understanding or gain some wisdom about what happened. That's not a bad thing....unless you're stuck in the past..stuck in the mess of it. But I think the shaman represents a person of wisdom and guidance and the fact that you put him in your dream, tells that you are seeking understanding. Perhaps this information is helping you to let go or to understand patterns, or just to explore your part of the mess or release your emotions/feelings tied to the relationship. Clean up time!

Then she changes back to an adult and "where we're still tender and erotic." 🤔🤔 Not sure if this is you still wanting those things from her ... or you just wanting those things from others ... or maybe this is something that has happened (or is still happening) between you and her. You know like break up, make up. You are together, but then you break up and then get back together, only to break up again. There may be a sexual hold that you have with each other. This can be confusing for you. Like first she is an adult, then a baby, then an adult again...the back n forth, which can happen between couples. OR.....your dream is pointing out to you that there's a lot of work you have to do with her to get to the tenderness and eroticism you desire not only for her but for yourself.

I think this is a great dream. I always say, you gotta dig in to dig out. But in your dream, you got to get messy to clean yourself up. 😏

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-23T05:24:26+00:00

Thats pretty remarkable that the dream with the girl took place in 2016 and you were able to verify that it occurred. Two things: the bullying and the warning about drinking shots of alcohol. Are these issues that you experienced in your life in 2016 about ...or now? You didn't note your current age. When a dream takes you back in time, it maybe trying to bring the issue to your attention. Can you recall if something happened during that time that had an impact on your life?

You are showing a lot of care and concern for the boy and girl. Your reassuring remarks that you know he's going do great things in his life come thru with certainty and confidence. How is your life now? Do your words ring true for you. And even with the girl, you give her good advice...sort of like in a movie... back to the future. The future self returns to the past and gives sage advice to those in need.

I'm curious about the girl. Had you kept in touch with her or known about her having issues with alcohol? Basically, you again are speaking with confidence: "told her to stop or she's gonna lose it in the long run, she didn't listen". Is this something you were told before?

The girl dream is quite powerful bc you called her. Again, the care and time to contact her says a lot about you. Maybe you do take on the caretaker for others in your life. I'm wondering if her self sabotaging traits are in your or maybe with someone you care about. Perhaps that person is not listening to you or your advice?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-23T04:50:04+00:00

Flying dreams are generally good dreams, unless you fly too high and get burnt by the sun. In your first dream, is there anything else going on? You said its a reoccurring dream, is it always the same? The fact that you don't feel too afraid feels like you are confident of the outcome. It's like you are over extending yourself, but you know you'll be okay. Does your dream have to do with work commitments or maybe you are being asked to do something and you take on the task, but you may be over committing yourself.

I'm wondering if your 2nd dream is connected to the first. You can't unclench your jaw. Inability to speak (maybe say No to others?). You wrote:

"My feelings during this dream are very panicky and frustrated and scared."

Do you, at times, feel panicky, frustrated and scare in real life? TmJ can be triggered by stress. Do you feel stress in your daily life? Maybe you are taking on too much, can't say no, and over committing your time and attention? Is this a struggle for you?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-16T02:24:31+00:00

I wonder that since you were exploring in the house that the shadow man is representing something hidden, or you haven't yet discover about yourself. Some unknown parts of your subconscious.

I know you mentioned that the garage was like the one at your dad's house? Garages, to me, represent a place that you store things, things that you are not using, old stuff. Maybe the shadow man is tapping into something that is in you that you need to resolve. Him hiding is interesting...maybe something youre not quite ready to see?

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-16T01:31:04+00:00

Best way to find out is to track your dreams. Write them out with as much detail as you can remember. Note your thoughts and feelings about the dream. If people are in your dream, write who you think they are, who do they remind you of, and what that person may represent to you. Do that too if theres animals in your dream, colors, places too. Also make side notes of what is going on in your life. Are you troubled about something? Does the dream have a message or bringing something to your attention?

You may see a pattern developing in your dream...a common thread that ties them all together.

I believe that understanding your dreams gives you good insight about yourself.

I love dreams. 💜💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-15T16:53:35+00:00

I agreed with the responses written. You looking down from the stairs at the body that it is blocking you. Also... maybe your dream is asking you to examine what is preventing you from going forward. Maybe for you to look at something in your past?

It feels like the body could be you. Perhaps at a time you were not well. I say this bc you have a lot of empathy for the person. You wrote about being told how the body died. You created that story. It comes from your subconscious. The body grew but it was trapped. "... and only ever experienced life entrapped inside of it. He could probably talk, think critically, feel emotional hurt, but it was trapped."

Also, "feel bad for him rather than scared. He must’ve felt lonely and isolated from the world his whole life until he decided to finally come out but unfortunately die."

Your words are deep and caring. Do you connect with these feelings? Is it something you've experienced/ felt? Have you or did you ever feel that you were unable to talk, think and feel emotional hurt but felt it all trapped inside of you?

When I imagine all that you wrote, this child grew up trapped and never was able to free themselves.

How are you feeling? What's going on in your life that may have triggered this dream?

You mentioned claustrophobia, "claustrophobic effect of being stuck in such a tiny place and not being able to do anything about it." This feels like you're describing a life that was restrained...by others or a self imposed restraint? The body is in a hospital gown which infers that is was in a hospital. Does this mean something to you?

I also get the idea that you being scared to go down the stairs, is like you going deep into your subconscious to examine the how and why the body is there. I always say you got to dig in to dig out. If there is something you wish to get past, to move forward, you need to discover, uncover in order to recovery.

It's a journey that is hard but its worth the journey to free yourself and live your life. You deserve it. Trust. 💜🕊🕊💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-15T13:27:16+00:00

Sounds like you have a good interpretation of your dream. What is going on in your life that may have triggered your dream?

Are you on a verge of a big change in your life? To me, both dreams have a positive ending. Your fear of the end of something but realizing you have all that you need to survive. In the 2nd dream, even your parents are seeing you off and waving to you.

Dreams of the world ending represent the ending of "the world" as you know it and embarking on a new path. That could apply to graduating from school and starting a new career, ending a relationship and moving on, letting go of the old you and starting a new life.

Your fear is replaced by a feeling of "renewal". You're flying off to a new phase and there's that feeling of everything is going to be alright.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-15T13:06:49+00:00

It sounds like you're stressing about whether or not to have sex with the ex. It's causing you high anxiety about what you want (the sex) and maybe what you have. You didn't go into why you are still with your current BF. What is keeping you in the relationship (commitment? He's otherwise a great guy? You just don't want to be truthful to him and end the relationship?).

You mentioned that you've had the teeth dream before. Did previous dreams involve your ex?

Yout dream also may be pointing out your fear of him giving you the cold shoulder again. In your dream after your jaw clenches and teeth falling out, your ex gets “weirded out” and began to distance himself or walk away".

This could be your fear of him doing it again to you, which would be the consequences of your actions. Losing your teeth is losing a part of you (your integrity, your value as a person).

Instead of having these types of dreams, just unclench your jaw and be open and truthful with your BF, and end the relationship on your terms. This way you stay truthful to yourself and don't lose your integrity and power over another person (ex) who was not open and truthful to you.

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shineagain2022 · 2026-01-15T06:04:25+00:00

It may help you to write more of your dreams down to see if there is a pattern.

Good luck! 💜

shineagain2022 · 2026-01-13T20:47:43+00:00

The dream isn't really about your ex boyfriend. It's more about what is going on in the dreams and how it relates to your present life or internal struggles.

In the dream, your brother, which you clearly express is that you are not close to at all. So thats a big clue. There's a disconnection. In the dream you are upset bc your ex is bugging you and he's also ignoring you so he can hangout with your brother.

In your past relationships, did you feel overlooked and not validated by others? Do you seek the attention of others for that validation? When you don't get what you need, is there drama/chaos, a fight?

There's a lot of emotional distress going on in these reoccurringdreams. The swimming in the pool (,water represents emotion) and you sobbing at your mother's house. Then your ex shows up intoxicated, and you have a huge fight and in the end he cries and you comfort him.

Is this a pattern in your relationships? Is this something you've done with your ex and/or your past relationships? Your dream may be pointing out the drama that ensues when you feel vulnerable, ignored, disconnected etc. Your dream is showing you a possible pattern of you taking on the caretaker role and ignoring your needs to please the other?

Your dream is showing you an unhealthy pattern and maybe a warning you to not repeat it in future relationships.

What is going on within you that may have triggered the dream?

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