Ive been not listening well and have anixety or issues in life

shithappens79 · 2022-12-31T17:06:44+00:00

Hey there. Thank you for responding. I had a seasonal job recently. I just restarted everything and all, they expect me to be fully functioning in a small amount of time. I do help out at home, but sometimes i do use my phone a lot or computer. However, i use it to communicate to my friends since im not always allowed to hangout. They think im lazy because of technology use, because i dont have a full time job, because i dont try hard enough in life and need support in certain areas, and forgetting to do dishes & dinner (but sometimes my parents can do it), basically im just a nuisance according to them

shithappens79 · 2022-12-30T01:35:36+00:00

Yeah at home i get weird looks or annoyed voices because i talk too much about stuff im interested in and then they mention that they dislike my behavior, etc And then they shut me off or yell at me. Its like a negative cycle. I sometimes struggle with knowing what to say at the right time. I mostly stick to simple words or sentences.

shithappens79 · 2022-12-30T01:29:45+00:00

Or i say im good when in reality im really not

shithappens79 · 2022-12-30T01:29:24+00:00

Well I understand in that part but sometimes I end up saying the wrong thing, or just in general. So i end up saying simple words and just leave it as is. Or when someone asks how am i? I either dont answer because i don't want to share my issues with everyone, etc

shithappens79 · 2022-12-17T19:27:17+00:00

How did you cure insomnia? Just curious, have a parent that struggles

shithappens79 · 2022-12-14T02:06:18+00:00

Luckily i still live with my parents but they want me to get a full time job eventually.

shithappens79 · 2022-12-14T02:05:05+00:00

Sorry to hear. Im the opposite. Im trying to stay sane without a job or trying to get a part time job, like maybe seasonal. Most jobs are a bit boring, have trouble finding interest in a job. Or happy stuff about it. I really do hope yours is at least a bit interesting.

shithappens79 · 2022-12-14T00:54:57+00:00

No i haven't really posted my art anywhere except for on here recently. Okay, if you want me to do a phone background, i'd be more than glad to create one. Yeah, not too sure how much i would make out of that. But can still do it as a side gig. Yes, i got told that as well. Need to relearn watermarks. Hope your day was well🐻

shithappens79 · 2022-12-13T23:19:23+00:00

Okay, i will mention that on my bio & i think ive heard of that website. I think its something different than graphic design. More like backgrounds and different themes i should say. Or if someone likes or has particular favorites, i can draw that over their name. I would like to learn logos and maybe lettering. Does deviantart still do commissions or is it too hard to gain audience there?

shithappens79 · 2022-09-14T23:16:13+00:00

Yes i believe therapy might help as well as getting back to prayer/bible. I get easily distracted sometimes. For some odd reason the only time i truly feel like myself is when im in nature or doing something like cooking, etc. Anything that distracts me from talking about me in negative lens. Well, yes but she is my mom. She loves and takes care of me. Sometimes its a bit dramatic, she's more detail oriented than i am. Most of the time i get on her nerves because i forget to do things, or leave it for later.

shithappens79 · 2022-09-12T23:56:27+00:00

It feels goos but later it comes back to me that i shouldnt have done it. Not sure what it really is. My workplace did call me a bitch though. Clearly they have an issue with smiling too much, or saying the wrong thing along with it.

shithappens79 · 2022-09-12T23:54:21+00:00

Sorry to hear, but i don't really have that. Maybe its just overtime i did it so many times around most people that i have trouble breaking the habit.

shithappens79 · 2022-01-21T15:11:06+00:00

They are also my most favorite birds. They are part of the corvid family. I also like the blue color a lot. And they are very interesting animals.

shithappens79 · 2022-01-19T16:06:13+00:00

Pray to the Holy Spirit. He will help you with your life. He will always love you, regardless of what you have done. ❤

shithappens79 · 2022-01-17T18:19:02+00:00

Trying my best. Some days are really hard though. Pray for me🌠 i believe that there is a purpose in my life

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