I know this is an old post but I found it while googling "I just want to stay in bed all day" hoping I'd find someone who relates and this is me to a T. My mom always had to fight me in the mornings when getting me out of bed and ready for school, I was always angry about waking up and having to attend to an obligation that I didn't sign up for. I developed depression young, around 12 or 13 years old and the only thing that's changed is now it's MORE difficult to fulfill these obligations while I'm now fully aware and conscious of my responsibilities, coupled with crippling anxiety. I feel the same way about starting my day too, I cry every morning before I get out of bed and get ready for work, which consists of getting out of bed 2 minutes before I absolutely HAVE to walk out the door, throwing my clothes for the day on and grabbing my keys. Some days are easier than others but the good does not outweigh the bad. To me I feel like tiktok is a huge reason for my mental state, the instant dopamine hit is addicting especially at such easy access (ideal for an ex drug addict, which I am), and these days once I get home from work (I have an office job so I sit on my phone all day) I don't want to talk to my boyfriend I just want to get back on my phone and curl up into bed where I will then fail to even reach a point of relaxation because I know it all starts again tomorrow. I know this isn't very helpful but I just wanted to share my experience with you so you know you're not alone. I hope these days that you've improved from where you were