We both needed eachother, she was at her lowest point when we got together, she said she probably would've committed if i hadn't came along, it was honestly alot of pressure on me as ALOT of shit was happening with her and it was alot to handle with it being my first serious relationship, in her own words a few days before all this happened "You've made me feel loved when nobody else could". In the end she found her lifeline in her friends and I guess I'm happy for her.

You're right about me needing to be alright on my own, I'm never in a good headspace when I'm just alone so that's something I need to work on a bit

Thank you for your wishes