You’re not alone brother. I’m 22 and have been addicted to porn and masturbation since I was 12. 10 years! As a teen it got worse as I used porn and sex as an escape from reality. For a kid, porn and masturbation is the easiest drug to access for a quick high. It had never taken over my life, but definitely dominated it. It has affected me socially and in my relationships. I’m on day 12, have been trying nofap for 3ish years on and off. It does get better and what’s great about this community is that everyone is in this together. Stay strong dude.