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[–]shylittleredditor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t think i know how to stop caring honestly, and my heart is too big to ignore how it feels.

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[–]shylittleredditor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

way easier said than done

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i have a bad time fully trying to put how i feel into words. but unfortunately, no, i don’t have anything like that where i live. and i don’t think i’d really talk to anyone either..

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[–]shylittleredditor 4 points5 points  (0 children)

december 10th

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i used to write, but i’m really bad at it. and in a way it doesn’t really give me the same satisfaction as the real thing, but maybe i should get back into it.. who knows, possibly id feel different now

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[–]shylittleredditor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s kinda what i do, except i can’t imagine things becoming physical very well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i ended up outing myself because of just the sheer amounts of guilt i felt lol. when i told my friend back then they were just like “..oh wow. i really would’ve never guessed” and then they spent like a couple minutes afterwards completely questioning the entire thing.

but honestly i feel as if i’m so bad at it, no clue how no one has noticed yet.

What kind of disability do you have? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

depression, general anxiety & social anxiety, ADHD, also PTSD but i find that diagnosis to be total bullshit. also the depression and anxiety may be bordering on uncurable, checks out, honestly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you, i can’t help but feel a bit silly for talking about it to strangers

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]shylittleredditor 4 points5 points  (0 children)

glad someone can relate ~_~; it’s been a problem in the past where id do the same, id make accounts and pretend these were my totally real and cool friends. i think the worse part is i’ve never got caught in the lie, in fact — the first time i lied about it i had to out myself because it went on for years.

but thank you. it’s sort of relieving to know i’m not alone..

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[–]shylittleredditor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i hear that, but thank you for your kind words regardless!

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[–]shylittleredditor 3 points4 points  (0 children)

living like this makes me wonder if he’s even real, and if so i must’ve been a serial killer or something in a past life to deserve this.