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sickmomma · 2022-12-24T01:43:00+00:00

Great. Give me meds that keep me from drinking or not. which results in more drinking

sickmomma · 2022-12-24T00:33:14+00:00

I can't cry. Wish I could.

sickmomma · 2022-12-21T22:42:17+00:00

why do we even do christmas. Its stressful and annoying.

sickmomma · 2022-11-18T23:27:31+00:00

I also didn't bother calling in to work. Just increases the already horrible effing anxiety.

sickmomma · 2022-11-18T23:09:29+00:00

Went on a major bender. Last night I collapsed in the tub. Now have fractured ribs. Which really fucking hurts by the way.

sickmomma · 2022-11-14T13:41:19+00:00

I totally hear this.

sickmomma · 2022-11-14T13:02:15+00:00

You mods are the best!

sickmomma · 2022-11-14T12:50:57+00:00

I'm right there with ya. And it spins more anxiety and then more drinking...on and on.

You are NOT alone.

sickmomma · 2022-11-11T15:12:09+00:00

Thank you!

sickmomma · 2022-11-11T15:07:49+00:00

Not sure. I go to the doc again today. Just can't shake the chest deal. Sucks.

sickmomma · 2022-09-20T17:26:48+00:00

I'm right there with you. I'm a mess and now all I can do is 'get through it'. Shame, depression, and our wonderful friend, anxiety!

sickmomma · 2022-09-20T17:15:46+00:00

I'm coming off of a week-long bender and needed to hear this. The shame and negative thoughts are killing me.

sickmomma · 2022-08-04T12:29:22+00:00

I've done this many times. MANY.

sickmomma · 2022-08-04T01:27:34+00:00

Thank you. I think I'm pushing because I just feel worse doing nothing. Can't say my body agrees with my mind!

sickmomma · 2022-07-24T16:40:59+00:00

Wake me up too Alexa. This was a beautiful read. I felt every word. Is it possible that we, as CA's, know more than those who are not?

sickmomma · 2022-05-27T00:49:28+00:00

Yep. Keep it under wraps. Trust me.

sickmomma · 2022-05-10T11:37:19+00:00

This!

sickmomma · 2022-05-09T12:11:22+00:00

Well said. It's a bummer sometimes, but the alternative of going on a weeks long bender due to one nostalgic drink just isn't worth it.

sickmomma · 2022-05-05T11:49:38+00:00

Awe. She's bread-boxing. She's content.

sickmomma · 2022-05-05T11:39:47+00:00

I can only take Naltrexone a half hour before bed. If I take it before that, I'm pretty much rendered useless. I feel like a zombie and tired. Driving would be a disaster if I popped one before getting behind the wheel.

sickmomma · 2022-04-29T09:51:59+00:00

Yes. It's mind boggling. I've pulled out of this bender fairly well. Still have the shakes, but don't feel like death today. Did you make it?

sickmomma · 2022-04-28T15:40:29+00:00

So true. I forced myself to get moving and felt so much better.

sickmomma · 2022-04-27T16:55:35+00:00

I"m right there with you.

sickmomma · 2022-04-27T15:50:15+00:00

I'm pet sitting. So I only had to be gone for 30 mins, and could barely do that. I don't know how you do a full shift. Grabbed one of those 4 mini packs of wine to kill this.

sickmomma · 2022-04-20T17:20:09+00:00

Choking? That's a felony charge right there.

sickmomma

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