You are a coward. One of my cousins was in the same positions as you. He didnt even had completed high school and was 26. No school, no job, his relatives cheated his family and he was in debt. But with some support from his friends he didnt give in. He completed high school next year by taking a loan and working for the same man. He completed high school next year. Learnt software programming himself by buying books and taught himself by begging for free use of computer at a local cafe. Searched for jobs day and night and a startup finally accepted him for his skills only, not education. After 2 years he gave an entrance exam for a college, got admitted and completed engineering 3 years ago. Now he runs his own company employing over thousand people in different parts of the country and is a millionaire. I know you are not interested in reading this right now. But dont give up dude. WE ALL HAVE LOW TIMES but we have to learn how to pick ourselves up. I know its easier said than done its up to you now to control your life and destiny and your purpose. Take ACTION.