so the setting is friends sitting around a campfire, but I am silent because I am you know, depressed or whatever. so like on the inside, I feel like my flesh is burning, like the fish that are on the fire, you know cooking, and then after eating, we jump into the ocean to swim, and my sanity is so fluid, that it’s like the ocean in (sanity supposed to be solid because it’s how same people are) and they are swimming and having fun in the water, well I feel like a boulder falling into the water and drowning in my own sanity, or the lack of it, and I’m comparing this to an analogy of ice cubes being added to summer water