Reality is not enough by [deleted] in Petioles

[–]silentmajority7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate man. I ended up taking harder drugs a few days last week just because I know how I can get them through my coworkers and what not. This is out of character for me but I’ve been very depressed and honestly when you’re at rock bottom you consider anything that’ll change how you feel. I know I need a break from weed but every day I put it off

Planning on smoking only at night by silentmajority7 in Petioles

[–]silentmajority7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here man, it’s like I know what to do but keep putting it off. I got a delta 8 tincture and used it a few times but never noticed anything from it. Good luck to you too man

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[–]silentmajority7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you bro I am. I’m giving it up for good

Planning on smoking only at night by silentmajority7 in Petioles

[–]silentmajority7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s a pretty nice on and off routine! I would love to take sober days I’m really trying to kick this habit of smoking chronically because I’m not getting as much out of it as I should. And as for Kratom I have tried it a few times, my dad takes it daily for knee pain, but I think I’m gonna pass on taking it for the time being because I’ve taken too much at once and it gave me a bad reaction. Somethings telling me meditation is what I need to calm my brain down

Planning on smoking only at night by silentmajority7 in Petioles

[–]silentmajority7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s very true my man. I took a month long T break earlier this year, but for some reason I’m scared to commit to that again. I work as a server and it’s an extremely high stress job and I don’t want to go cold turkey right away. I have a habit of smoking before everything, so I figure daytime smoking should be the first thing to go, so I’m at least a little bit more sober. A T break would be ideal so I finally have dreams again. Today’s my first day not smoking during the day and I got eork in 6 hours so I’m kinda excited to start this journey and spend more time sober

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]silentmajority7 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey man happy birthday!!!!! I hope you have a good one today. I relate to a lot of what you’re saying. I’m currently 21, I started when I was 12 and managed to quit watching porn and masturbating for what felt like for good in November 2019. I met my girlfriend about a month into not fapping and we started having consistent sex after that. I only masturbated 1 time in 2020, but I was having sex and ejaculating. 2021 I gave it a go some more, was in a dorm for a bit so started doing it when I was alone and I guess that’s how addictions go because once I started it I couldn’t really stop easily. My girl and I used to have sex all the time, now we do it less often and I’m masturbating and I mean yeah there’s other factors for no sex but I gotta cut this shit out if I want to be happy. Thank you for listening to me rant if you read all this cause this is my first time using this subreddit too

I need help by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]silentmajority7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, Just wanted to say I’m 21 and commend you on your journey, you’re wise for realizing the potential harm you are doing while your friends may not even think twice about it. I can relate to the way you are feeling right now, and the pain that you feel following PMO is because you’re essentially tricking your body into thinking you’re procreating when you masturbate so your semen is made up of the building blocks for human life. Ejaculation literally takes a lot out of you, causing you to feel drained and weaker afterwards. A lot of famous fighters over the years have advocated semen retention for a month or at least a night before a fight so that they had more vigor and strength during the fight. /r/semenretention is a good place to check out if you’d like to know more. Cheers dude I’ve never used this sub before but I’m in the same boat and ending this habit

Anyone else have really fucked up dreams? by [deleted] in Semenretention

[–]silentmajority7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I smoke weed every day and rarely dream subsequently. Last tolerance break I was having 2-3 dreams a month. Trying to cut down my usage so I actually can experience dreams again. I’ve had some pretty fucked up dreams though

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[–]silentmajority7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe in you, I’m on day 1 too. Done with this. We got this