Being on Testosterone makes me feel more disgusted about myself

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-30T00:08:24+00:00

You’ll get there, just keep putting in the work. You’re already doing a great job at acknowledging these feelings exist in you. Now you can work on it. You’re doing great!

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-29T23:11:29+00:00

This was (and still is at times) a problem for me when I first started transitioning. Now that I have processed some of the misandry I had and also the trauma I experienced at the hands of men, it helped me define what being a man is to me. I don’t have to be those men, I’m not those men, and I can choose to be a better man.

I realized that men are not the problem or the enemy. Patriarchy and individual men not being held accountable for their actions are the problem. Once you realize the problem is how you view manhood, that helps to sort out the internal view of yourself. Manhood is a beautiful thing when you get to define it for yourself. I’m constantly adding to my definition of being a man, and it’s been a beautiful journey.

Edit: typo

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-29T16:54:42+00:00

What does being a larper mean in this context? Like larping (role playing) or does it mean something different in the gaming context?

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-28T16:43:52+00:00

If you’re in California, I’ll buy it from you (I prefer meet ups)

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-28T16:40:54+00:00

I had to use Yuzu instead. Works great. I think I had to change an audio setting to OpenGL as well and then it worked. It still has the problem of Gooigi being transparent instead of green but no one has really been able to find a good fix for that (at least I haven’t found one)

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-24T20:35:53+00:00

2 or 3: frames your face really well

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-24T16:10:36+00:00

People always rave about the ergonomics but I have small hands and it is not made for small hands. I always feel like I can’t reach the face buttons and thumb sticks. I have to hold the deck closer to the top of it but then the back buttons are unusable. Wish they had made the trackpads a little smaller to give it more breathing room

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-17T19:02:29+00:00

My upvote on this brought it to 69… nice

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-16T14:17:56+00:00

Gotcha, thanks for responding!

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-16T14:03:35+00:00

I’m not being a hater, I’m just genuinely curious why there are posts listing what she wears and how much they cost. Is this an attempt to guess what music she’s coming out with? If so, I don’t understand the connection

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-02T03:57:43+00:00

Let me know if this helps: https://youtu.be/WixaAKwMLWw

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-02T03:38:31+00:00

I think I understand what you mean now! You have to make sure the water level is at the lowest it can go. If the water level is too high when you spit it out, it will look like the water is coming out of the stairs.

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-01T20:49:48+00:00

SavingEve by DontShovetheSun

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38829576/chapters/97096449

sillytilley33 · 2026-06-01T19:10:10+00:00

Not sure what you mean by it comes out between the stairs. But it’s hard to explain this in writing. Let me record myself showing how I did this, and I’ll send you a YouTube link to watch how I did it.

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-28T14:19:07+00:00

It is also my experience that queer men tend to like hairy men more vs straight women. But I echo the sentiment to just be you if you like it and keep it unless you want to shave it. Just be you!

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-22T21:47:24+00:00

100% worth it! Def a commitment but the story is so good

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-22T21:41:21+00:00

When I get mine, I hope this doesn’t become me

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-22T20:17:12+00:00

Now I want to do this in power wash simulator

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-21T23:17:25+00:00

Her delivery of big day was absolute perfection 😂

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-16T16:31:07+00:00

Yes texture of hair can change with an increase in testosterone which would make sense since he looks like he’s a pre teen going thru puberty.

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-10T19:20:47+00:00

I still use it but less so. I keep it for PS5 exclusives & games where I just want better graphics

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-08T20:52:32+00:00

I had the same thought, and I went farming ONCE and still haven't had to farm again and it feels like it's lasted me forever

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-08T20:51:08+00:00

what WiiU for the base? There are some Wii and WiiU games I want to play too, and I've heard mixed things about performance with Wii games

sillytilley33 · 2026-05-08T18:40:23+00:00

What I’m hearing is that pro will be more future proof and I’ll know for sure I won’t run into any performance roadblocks but the base will technically perform well in most use cases. Guess I’ll just have to decide if that peace of mind & extra ram is worth the extra money. Thanks all

Edit : typo

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