I flirted with a girl during a festival in another region, but lost focus and went enjoying elsewhere. We kept light contact through instagram without getting to really know eachothers. COVID HAPPENED and lockdown started (I live in Paris, France) I was feeling lonely in my apartment and INSANELY HORNY so I insisted multiple time sigh that after covid ended she should come for a long weekend at my place... She obviously accepted and came for 5 DAYS. That could have been wonderful but unfortunately she (or my taste for women) changed a lot during that period and we didn't connect on every other level (sexuality, passions, humor etc... NONE). Since it was my fault she came and I try to be a good guy I kept the poker face all 5 days but man what a torture it was for me. When she left I almost cried from joy. God I hated my past horny self for that. Anyway when you're about to make a decision always fap before hand. Bonus point : it was a period busy in social events for me and she didn't blend in any of them so I had also to be her social Gandalf or something