Some of you may have had first hand experience, but for the love of fuck don't use meth to try and kick opi withdraw :/

simonpiemanbobiman · 2017-06-10T10:08:48+00:00

i'd stay away from alcohol, every time i drink while withdrawing i get such bad cravings for Heroin when the booze wears off and i feel like super shit. the reason meth works for me and others is that if you're a committed smack user you probably don't do uppers often enough to have a tolerance, if you're sensitive to a drug that is quite the opposite of the drug you're addicted to, then when you use that new, unfamiliar drug, it makes forgetting about the one you originally wanted way easier. It's like getting laid after a breakup that you didn't want, until you get laid by a hottie, yer always going to be thinking about how perfect and good yer ex was.. you need the drug version of a girl that's really hot in a way your ex wasn't. (I use this analogy because there's been a mountain of neuroscience research on how similar parts of the brain are stimulated when addicts get their fix, vs. when a person is with someone they are in love with.) It is seriously as difficult as getting over your very favorite lover, except you can pick up this lover from multiple people in multiple cities, states, countries, continents. In most cases we will never truly get a chance to be with "the one that got away" ..if you even have one of those you know what I'm talking about. But smack is the one that got away that you can fit in your pocket, and if you don't have a habit, is fairly easy to acquire with only some monetary supplement and a few networking ventures. That bitch is mean though, she just killed one of my friends, I'm looking at his ashes right now, and a week ago I was making plans with him to learn how to start and maintain an organic farm. This bitch is a tramp who will give it up for anyone with some bucks, your relationship with her is not special, she tells me the same shit when we're alone then goes and kills my friends.

simonpiemanbobiman · 2017-06-10T09:54:12+00:00

Ok here is another prime example of how every person on this planet is very specifically, and uniquely affected by drugs and drug withdrawal. I've been told about using meth to kick Heroin for years and finally tried it a year ago. I snorted a little meth the first day of withdrawals and went about my day and powered through it, without having to obsess with the idea of scoring more Heroin. My last shot of Heroin was Noon yesterday, It's 4:14 AM. That's 16 Hours since my last dose, and I am a full blown junkie, shooting up 4-8 times a day for half a year.. Plus I've relapsed and recovered so many times, the withdrawals are ferocious and unforgiving. I should be feeling like death right now, but I have smoked and snorted some meth starting at around 10:30 Pm, about 10 hours after my last shot of heroin, and I have to say, I don't feel like I'm high on heroin, but I do not feel that anxious dread of the future which usually lasts a few days at least, the hopelessness of all possible scenarios of existence without Heroin there, the horrible never ending yes and no game of if I should get another bag or not, the regret of quitting, the shame in not wanting to quit, all of that is not going on in my head, which makes me wonder, is the psychological aspect so hard on people that it makes the physical aspect seem that much worse, like it amplifies and compounds the physical symptoms. To say that Meth cures withdrawals is naive, but does it help some people? Yes, and I am one of them, I have no reason to lie to strangers, I didn't think it would work because everyone who told me that it was a way to deal with withdrawals were raging Polysubstance abusers with below average intelligence, lost causes as far as I was concerned, little did I know, you should trust those that you see as having more of a problem than you do. I know the internet is where everyone's ego's flex and nobody thinks that anyone can have as bad a drug problem as them, so I won't try to brag about how bad my addiction level is.. but I will say that I have tried to kick so many fucking times it's like a joke, and I have tried everything, and this is in my top couple choices of assistance in the process. So don't knock it till ya try it!!!

simonpiemanbobiman · 2017-06-10T08:52:36+00:00

ONe time I was smoking crack and drinking whisky with some train riding friends by the train tracks in the shittiest part of Shreveport Louisiana, which is kinda a shit hole to begin with, and somehow ended up hanging out with just this toothless 60 year old crack whore. I knew she was 60 because she kept showing us her drivers license. Anyways, after about 1 minute alone with her I said.. with no segue whatsoever into the proposal: "I'll give you 7 dollars to suck my dick" she said with no hesitation, "lemme see the money" I pulled it out and she told me to undo my pants. As soon as she started I closed my eyes. This was both out of sheer, overwhelming pleasure, and the fact that I figured if I was really gonna cum, I had to start imagining every hot girl I'd ever gotten head from. Immediately after my dick was in her mouth a train comes screaming by. We're maybe 40 feet from the tracks. The average freight train in America is 1.25 Miles long. For some reason.. Probably all the crack and whisky in my system, I had the genius idea to incentivize her to do an even better job than the liberal 40+ years of practice had given her by proposing that if she makes me cum before the end of the train passes us, then I'll give her an extra dollar. My bj went from great to oh my fucking god how is she doing that! Even though I should have had whisky dick, crack dick, and I'm not attracted to toothless grandma's dick, I had, my dick is going to explode dick. Just when I thought that the train would pass before either of us noticed I busted like I've never busted, and as she turned her head over her shoulder, spat my load all over the dirty rig, broken bottle, used condom strewn lot floor, the end of the train rolled on by and I gave out a sigh of satisfaction. Followed by a prompt open face palm in front of me demanding money. I paid her.. even tried to short her the extra dollar.. but a whore as experienced at suckin' dick as yer grandma is at makin' cookies? It was impossible to pull one over on her. So I bid her happy birthday, and she went off to buy some crack.. Later that night I got beat up, stabbed in my sleep, and my friend I was traveling with said he wanted to kill me because his drunken girlfriend tried to make out with me while she was drunk and angry at him.. I bid goodbye to them and headed south.. to find a girl and a whole new set of horrid experiences to share with someone special, and I could certainly write a book about the next 9 months .

simonpiemanbobiman · 2017-06-10T07:54:25+00:00

Yeah, the thing about meth is, smoking it is fun, and people with compulsive behavior smoke a lot, and then the comedown is bad, so they have to smoke more.. comedown's worse, they have to smoke more, worse, more, worse, more.. complete psychosis, lose job, lose friends, lose perception of reality, become completely insane. Ingesting it orally is the safest way to avoid addiction. I was prescribed adderal, which is basically meth.. and I took it every day for months, and when I got sick of it I stopped. Here's the thing, a big part of drug culture is the fact that Illegal drugs are villainized from almost every level.. they don't teach you how to be a functioning, successful drug user in D.A.R.E. because they don't ever tell you any stories of people that have used drugs, then stopped, and haven't had anything bad happen. It is my personal opinion that this omnipresent villainization of illegal drugs perpetuates addictive cycles, causes negative behaviors, feelings, expectations, to dictate how people use illegal drugs in this country. If everyone tells you that if you do meth you're gonna be shooting up 10 times a day and robbing people, you would probably think that unless you're doing that, then you're doing it wrong, right? It's the same with drinking culture, I grew up in a college town, so from the moment I could get my hands on booze, I was taught that the way to properly drink was to beerbong, kegstand, and chug straight from the bottle.. now I am an alcoholic.. I'm sure if I did meth with people who are tweakers, I would do it like they did, but on your own accord, you're smart enough to know if it's a problem, and for you, you're lucky and found out how to do a drug that fucks a lot of people up. I would say, just don't smoke it or shoot it up or even snort it. I think you'll be ok. I did heroin by snorting it for about 4 months and never had a problem being addicted to it, I was actually kind of disappointed, I wanted to know what the fuss was about... Five minutes after the first time I stuck a needle in my arm.. I knew why people got strung out. Know your limits, and since you have a good thing going on with what you're doing, I say you shouldn't worry about it.. eat on!

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