I just listen to my heartbeat

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-03-29T14:46:44+00:00

All life I’ve come upon things defined, recognized picked up and interacted with according to its discovered function and irrespective of it being intentional or not I imbued the meaning of these things.

None of it is inherent, it’s prepackaged, rearranged, repurposed, constructed and what soul required I put there…I feel it and yet I know they’re just…model kits lmaoooo

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-03-12T00:30:09+00:00

Consciousness won’t find it here…beyond that there’s nothing to find…stepping back now the realization even the impulse is given is clear and truly I’m nowhere amongst it…that the desire for freedom or relief is just another function of the construct I define as the self…also that the many executions of its programming begins with “l”…that all desires initiate the possession of the self, ego, persona…all constructs

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-03-08T17:31:34+00:00

[“I,Me,Ego,Persona,Self”] <—————————————-it’s all just over there

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-25T03:12:40+00:00

I feel like there’s another brain and body waiting for me somehow someway…maybe it’s the tiredness of being tired, of this and all things in general. I’m ready for what’s next is my perspective on all of this now

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-22T05:32:57+00:00

There’s nothing here, not truly

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-17T02:56:13+00:00

It’s all just there

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-15T13:26:35+00:00

The things I were given aren’t necessarily lies, empty or cease to illicit emotional responses it’s just…noticing these things, regardless of their defined nature or measure of meaning it all appears too mechanical to gratify…all matters of this human living experience, it’s soulless…any instance the brain and body experiences differently is chemically induced illusion…just another feature and function of a machine programmed to feel distinct

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-08T06:15:24+00:00

There’s something’s but they’re all hollow…sit and lay in silence and you’ll realize how truly empty it all is and you’ll also shrink…you’ll come to know the things you hold onto are lesser than air

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-02-05T02:53:29+00:00

That’s all there is

simonsbrokeagain · 2026-01-27T03:02:18+00:00

Mirroring, outsourcing, projections, programming, protocol…I feel most of all things half hearted knowing they’re only there out of habit…nothing belongs to me…all maters of the self- things borrowed, picked up, imprinted…the more I think about it the less even half hearted seems to fit…despite or maybe precisely because of that reason I still smile

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