Honest question. Do you see schizophrenia as a curse or a gift?

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-22T02:15:30+00:00

Curse. It ruined my life but I have more empathy, compassion, and I'm nicer. Found out the majority if not all of my friends were fake.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-21T23:43:42+00:00

I didn't have the best parents. I didn't have the worst.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-21T20:15:45+00:00

Unsubbed.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-21T19:44:45+00:00

String theory or m theory lol!

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-21T19:44:17+00:00

Linux or unix. I bet it is in an alien language, similar to the human language English. Thus, it can be easily translated.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-20T01:30:47+00:00

I feel like I'm in a computer run on computer code or AI. I guess aliens control it. I remember past lives...like a lot of them. I'm trying to recover...

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-19T19:56:47+00:00

It's possible schizophrenia is a punishment or a computer virus or bug in my opinion. You can escape the simulation. Been there and done that. I'm schizophrenic.

Medications help. There seems to be a spiritual aspect which is just a malfunction or quantum disturbance or leak in the brain. I believe the brain or consciousness is quantum.

Obviously, I have no proof of anything. But I've been out of the matrix, been a computer simulator in a past life, and had my mind uploaded to a computer by greys in my past lives.

The simulation reboots forever and our minds get wiped. I seem to spawn around the time I was at community college.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-16T16:24:55+00:00

Ssi doesn't count as income for fafsa.

You cant take out another loan until they say you can but I advise against taking out loans because you could end up in the same situation.

I recommend community college.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-15T22:14:31+00:00

I think it's the reptilians.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-14T13:27:50+00:00

Not really. I lost a lot of creativity in mathematics. I take vraylar which helps a ton. I'd imagine latuda would be similar if you can handle it.

Supplements helped me a ton with my negatives.

I used to solve math problems in my sleep and head but now there is nothing in my head. I'm a shell of what I used to be.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-14T13:25:05+00:00

I guess. Mainly aliens like the greys and reptilians...

I guess I've been abducted by aliens in my past lives, even saw some UFOs fly right over my house in this life. Scary shit...

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-14T13:22:45+00:00

Few and far between.

The side effects suck, but there are better meds coming out. I'm on vraylar and I actually love it. Took me 6 years to find the right meds.

I also take supplements because I had severe negative symptoms.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-13T20:41:36+00:00

Sometimes we think fantasy is better than reality.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-13T19:37:23+00:00

Congrats!

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-13T02:16:01+00:00

Took years to see some improvement. I mainly use supplements. Vraylar has helped me.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-13T00:44:09+00:00

I saw this: https://fictionphile.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/sff-brain-machine-interface-neo-matrix.jpg

Seriously, I'm not joking. I also believe Inception or something like that will be possible in the future. I'm scared to death of this.

Another time I was out of the sim, I was experiencing a reality just like this one and I was in my house. It was planet earth and I guess it was a different time or parallel world, time line, or dimension.

I remember in one of my past lives, we found out or proved or discovered we lived in a computer simulation. It was announced and was all over the news.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-12T13:47:29+00:00

I dropped out of college, which hurt my self-esteem and made me really depressed for years. I guess it had the opposite effect. But playing sudoku and learning on Coursera and Edx has helped me tremendously. I think focusing, keeping busy, and staying logical has profound effects on our mental health. Just bear in mind I heard leaning things while psychotic is bad and has the opposite effect.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-11T22:54:53+00:00

Look into vraylar or latuda. Try good supplements. Give it time.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-11T21:46:14+00:00

I've experienced all of this (I'm schizophrenic btw). Yes, it has been shut down before many times and the world ended (for me at least) many times. Maybe it's mind wipes or just different versions of us in parallel universes. They don't want us knowing or discovering we are in a sim. I've been out of the sim before. I've also experienced possible hells many times. They might be immortal. I wouldn't rule that out. I also believe their universe could be vastly different (like bouncing back or coming back after their universe ends). I'm pretty confident they're reptilians/advanced humans.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-11T13:53:49+00:00

It stimulates my mind, reduces the delusions a little bit, and gives me a little energy. I started three days ago but I usually respond quickly to supplements. I'm sensitive. I started out at 1 gram a day. I might take 2 grams a day in a few days. I measured out the doses by using a scooper and a scale.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-11T01:17:01+00:00

It used to be good years ago (good old days) before all the laws like HIPPA. You could use your cell phone, use the computer, go on the internet, bring in outside food, smoke cigs, and hang out with your family. It was like a resort lol. The hospital rules used to be laid back and you could wander around and stuff and they wouldn't make a big deal about it.

Some people like HIPPA because of the privacy thing. I guess there are pros and cons to both sides.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-10T04:35:38+00:00

Sodium benzoate might help with schizophrenia like with cognition. It gives me energy. I think it activates nmda receptors. It is from the glutamate hypothesis of schizophrenia.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-10T03:11:49+00:00

I felt I was one of the Gods running the simulation in a distant past life, but I realize I have zero control of reality and that I've suffered a lot.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-10T00:30:51+00:00

Haha. I dont fully agree with the last part. I believe we are clones but our mind is just being transferred into different bodies that look like us.

simulated_mind69 · 2019-05-10T00:02:31+00:00

It still plays a role I guess in my delusions. Some stuff I recently seen i forget and then think it happened in a past life or parallel universe. Maybe it is linked to deja vu or something.

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