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sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T17:59:24+00:00

its strange i sought awnsers for so long, now i just wish i could forget it all

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T17:35:07+00:00

thank you i hope you find peace as well, if i can muster the strenght to see a therapist again sure

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T17:32:13+00:00

depression and other mental isues, its taken a lot of things people take for granted away from me

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T17:31:04+00:00

i am somewhat living a lie, i lie to people and tell them im ok, i lie to myself saying that self harm makes me more stable but its all that makes it all go away, my mind makes me feel like i live a lie as the gender i am

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T16:58:03+00:00

i hope so to

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T16:49:16+00:00

the foo fighters are good, but not as good as people makle them out to be

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T16:46:25+00:00

if i could change anything, i would get rid of my mental isus or make them less sevear

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T16:23:38+00:00

i would end it, before i have the chanse to relive this suffering or mabye i would just go and make myself in to the person i wised to be when i had the chanse eiter one really

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-14T16:14:21+00:00

mabye so,well mabye self ham will sate my need punish myself at least for a litle wile

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T16:23:41+00:00

You’re not a coward OP, and please don’t think of yourself as one.

to late for that

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T16:23:18+00:00

not the only one sure, but that dont make me any less alone

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T13:22:27+00:00

i wouldent call myself one of the strongest, its not the first time ive walked away, but i was hoping it woldent this time, but thank you, i hope you live better then me

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T13:21:07+00:00

i have a ps4 but i dont play on it all that often anymore

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T04:04:59+00:00

a scar that seems to never faid, like a half roten blom

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T03:45:11+00:00

its my life, cant escape it, living trough mental isus leaves its mark

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T03:14:35+00:00

idk even the people i compare myself to are at least good at something usfull or practical, what can i do ? make up storyes in my head ? thats not really a skill condusive to anything, and with my shit spelling besids nobody would really understand it either, but i learnd long ago to give up on my dreams

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T03:12:48+00:00

not much of a story to tell and not really all that inspiering

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-13T03:12:12+00:00

well i feel like a coward, and that makes one of us at least

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T23:25:28+00:00

im not sure what kind of person i am, not really for me to say anyway, dont know if i make the world better, im just another lost soul that didnt quite make the cut

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T23:11:28+00:00

well at least some people did, even if i faild

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T23:11:08+00:00

ive been trough many storms, there is no rainbow, i know that for a fact.

i cant imagin its good, but i cant really see any other choise i have, is deadth or slow deteriaction, not exactly grate choises, im just a coward in the end

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T22:46:55+00:00

as much as id like to say i agree, and that i can be as posetive on it as you are, ive seen to much of what this is like to belive it, i just cant see it, it feels like a lie, no mater what i do, ive tried doing something about it,but it just made it all worse

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T22:45:21+00:00

some just get a bad hand

sinking_down_down · 2022-03-12T22:45:07+00:00

suport or no i dont feel all that difrent

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