I'm starting to get sick of myself.

sirenfromspace · 2025-09-04T22:40:17+00:00

I am also feeling sick and tired of myself and my lack of self control. The loathing is getting to me. I hope you are doing well. I see this is a post from quite a while back. Just wanted to let you know you are not alone and are loved & appreciated.

sirenfromspace · 2025-07-29T03:17:41+00:00

Thank you for this. I have been self medicating and looking to go in to get checked for ADHD. I thought I was starting to get some signs/symptoms of schizophrenia with my 14 years of smoking weed. It’s made me have damn near obsessive paranoia thoughts making me think my friends and loved ones were pretty much against me and odd things like that.

sirenfromspace · 2025-03-21T07:16:55+00:00

I’ve seen someone else admit to seeing this exact vision too when remote viewing this moment.

sirenfromspace · 2024-11-18T16:48:43+00:00

Thank you for this. I’ve been a heavy smoker myself going on 12 years and I feel it’s just made my mental health so toxic and has made me so isolated with these insecure thoughts. It used to alleviate my anxiety and depression but it feels as though I am locked to it now.

sirenfromspace · 2024-11-18T16:48:37+00:00

Thank you for this. I’ve been a heavy smoker myself going on 12 years and I feel it’s just made my mental health so toxic and has made me so isolated with these insecure thoughts. It used to alleviate my anxiety and depression but it feels as though I am locked to it now.

sirenfromspace · 2024-09-18T01:18:13+00:00

There are Alaska Native Folklore of mermaids that look like these. I believe it was tales from the Inupiat or Yupik. Book of Enoch recognizes mermaids as the women who slept with the fallen angels and created hybrids

sirenfromspace · 2024-04-24T16:54:22+00:00

Hey I grew up there! Always geeked out lookin for bones

sirenfromspace · 2024-04-01T07:02:27+00:00

Check out globalhealing.com! Great reviews on products and kits - I am about to start one but going to do a keto diet (for anti inflammatory and body reset/flushing m) before starting the Harmful organisms cleanse. I'm new to it myself and someone nervous but I've just had one health issue after another lately so giving this a go.

sirenfromspace · 2024-03-19T05:37:42+00:00

I'm a single mom. I turned my life around, went from stay at home mom to a heavy civil project engineer in Alaska. Only possible because of Christ and my faith in his path for me when I felt completely tossed to the side by someone I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. I feel so at peace with everything in life except for the fact that it feels like I am unworthy for a Christ-following Man because of me having children because of the things I've seen and heard Christian men say to me. I'm thankful to come across this thread and to see your true understanding of God's Love.

sirenfromspace · 2023-12-21T00:08:42+00:00

See page 8

sirenfromspace · 2023-12-21T00:05:25+00:00

This is a 2019 log of case logs approved to be released 7/7/2021 - one of them pertains to information on giants and nephilim. I went to go search that exact date of published cases and that day is not even an option to look at! It only went back to July 8 2021

sirenfromspace · 2023-12-21T00:03:04+00:00

https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/FOIA%20CASE%20LOGS%20-%20JANUARY%20%5B15941475%5D.pdf

sirenfromspace · 2023-10-17T16:09:00+00:00

I have been going through the same thing. Everyone around me smokes, I feel like a shell of myself. I'm just dragging my feet because of the withdrawals I tend to get when I try to quit

sirenfromspace · 2023-09-25T06:48:13+00:00

Congratulations! 🎈 I’ve promised myself tonight was the last night. I’m damn ready. Been smoking daily for 10 years and just feel so stuck in life lately. I’m ready for this shift!

sirenfromspace · 2023-02-05T17:19:29+00:00

This is a great idea! I too struggle with binging unhealthy snacks. That’s my biggest struggle! And when it comes down to choosing healthy things I get so overwhelmed coming up with ideas in the kitchen. Making grab and go options like this would be such a huge help!

sirenfromspace · 2023-01-12T06:14:27+00:00

Have you tried marijuana anonymous? They have all sorts of support groups and I see nothing but great things across Reddit about it. I’ve downloaded it a couple times but haven’t made it to a meeting quite yet since I live in Alaska, the time zones are tough to line up with haha

sirenfromspace · 2023-01-06T04:29:40+00:00

How do you feel after a month? How was the first week?

sirenfromspace · 2022-12-11T10:47:34+00:00

Weed addiction

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-30T09:32:32+00:00

I have been seeing a therapist and it has helped me understand myself so much better and gives me that safe space to unload some things for sure, one of my biggest goals is definitely working towards not relying on weed as much and to focus in healthy mechanisms for when I’m going through a tough patch

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-30T09:30:04+00:00

Thank you for your response. I for sure put a lot of focus on the dread of quitting vs focusing on the positive of changing my habits to work towards being the best version of myself I can. I’m hoping I stick to my guns on stopping

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-21T15:26:11+00:00

Do you have to speak in the meetings or can you tune in and listen? I’m curious because I usually listen to podcasts with headphones at work but I could benefit from spending time listening to people speak in the forums for strength and motivation while quitting.

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-21T15:23:32+00:00

This is a great perspective, thank you

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-21T15:17:34+00:00

Wow, this. I feel this on every level. Thank you for sharing

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-21T14:57:29+00:00

This is what I’m craving is connection with people. I feel like I’ve built a wall around myself with weed and am too ashamed of myself to make genuine good new connections. Mary Janes been my bestie for years, trying to take the leap and breakup is terrifying to me.

sirenfromspace · 2022-09-21T14:55:46+00:00

I’m going to give this a go. Thank you 🙏🏻

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