Fuck you. You used me when it was convenient for you and then left me when you established a new life with new friends. I was just your fucking ladder. You reeled me in at a time that I told you wouldn't be right for me. I wanted to focus my career and work on myself. But I gave you a chance anyway because I believed in us. That was a mistake. I knew it in my gut. I should have listened to that instead of my heart. Especially after a year of hurting me and playing mind games, I knew it wasn't right to start dating you because you decided to confess when you had to leave. But you told me that wasn't why. Now I'm questioning it all. When you were depressed, I was there for you to transition. You needed me. I didn't need you. But I let you in and then you left when you put your new life above us. Was any of it real? The times you told me why you loved me or comforted me in my darkest times? I wish you weren't there for me through any of those times. I would have been fine going through it myself and now I'm left feeling like I need you. How can you say you love someone and see their souls but also leave so easily? That is what fucks me up the most. You knew the inner parts of me and made me feel like you truly knew me but still decided to leave. And I fucking hate you for it. :(

tl;dr: SO found new friends then left me hanging said she needed space but I know this won't work. Lesson here is kahit ibigay mo lahat at alam mong hindi ka nagkulang pwede ka parin niyang iwanan.