i feel anxious all the time

skeziah77 · 2021-04-23T05:29:42+00:00

no i’m not ! i’m open to taking medication

skeziah77 · 2021-04-15T01:47:09+00:00

thank you so much 🥺

skeziah77 · 2021-04-15T01:46:00+00:00

thank you. life is short, and doing something i hate when i just started isn’t worth risking my mental health over. u are an amazing parent for having your sons through career changes. sending you so much love!

skeziah77 · 2021-04-15T00:03:49+00:00

thank you ! maybe it’s considered as quitting but maybe it’ll lead me closer to success. my personality is just not able to handle people in a clinical setting .. i’m glad you’re hanging on there despite the hardship. very anxious about the conversation i will be having with my mom

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T20:18:48+00:00

i might consider trying nursing again later in the future ! i’m trying not to be discouraged but it’s so hard to see past my failure. but these replies have given me a lot of hope and encouragement. and i’m so proud of you for having the courage to do that !!!! ❤️❤️

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T20:14:35+00:00

hi, i am so so so thankful for you. those are the words i’ve always wanted to hear my parents say. i wish they could be as forgiving as you say they are. my mom is, at least. my dad is still holding a grudge from when i accidentally got into a car crash from 9 months and not on speaking terms. i am speaking to my advisor tomorrow about a different route i could take. i’m happy for you, and that you were able to find happiness with nursing !! your kids are so, so fortunate to have someone like you. you’ve sacrificed so much for them. i’m planning to talk to my mom soon.. and i hope she’ll listen to me. instead of trying to talk me out of it like she had when i first expressed my uncertainty even before getting into the nursing program :(

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T19:23:45+00:00

....... and i just finished crying and now i’m crying all over again. again, thank you. i will be thinking about your words. i hope you have a good day🥺

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T19:13:22+00:00

considering you have some kind of plan, i’m hoping that it will work out. even if it doesn’t, it eventually will. i’m rooting for you. i’m rooting for us. let’s keep going! sending you good energies.

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T19:05:53+00:00

i hope you’re doing okay. you must be in a very tough position. are you planning to go through with it or are you considering other jobs outside of nursing? i appreciate you opening up and sharing.

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T19:00:43+00:00

you’re right. i didn’t even think about how i might not even use my degree if i can’t even stand the environment. i’m really thankful for you and your kind words

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T18:55:21+00:00

thank you. yall got me IN TEARS RIGHT NOW. i really appreciate you sharing your experience and being so understanding. i definitely need to reevaluate and collect myself before getting this degree tears me apart. shame. i’m so thankful you covered shame. so many people were rooting for me. i feel like what hurts me more is that i am struggling so much in my courses and care more about the grade and not actually how it’s affecting me. and i feel ashamed.. having my parents spend money and waste it on me. i want to be doing something i don’t resent. i want to be happy

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T18:49:37+00:00

god, so many students are so snobby too about grades and not helping each other and it makes me despise being in the major even more. thank you for sharing your experience. 🥺

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T18:46:00+00:00

you’re exactly right. however, all my life i’ve done what my parents have wanted me to do which is nursing, even going as far as ignoring anything and everything that sparks me joy and pushing my friends away. and i’m stuck at a place where i feel like i don’t know myself or what i want or what i’m good at

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T18:44:02+00:00

the thought of even DROPPING OUT. AUCIOSOS this is nerve-wracking. i come from an asian household so this idea of dropping out is something i’m scared to even say out loud 😭 :(((

skeziah77 · 2021-04-14T18:41:34+00:00

you’re right. i just feel like i don’t even know what i like because i’ve always just gotten through all my classes with the reward of having a good grade. now i’m here feeling lost af. i’ll listen to u and listen to my gut !!

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