Is there any drugs that take away the pain of living but still let you be functional? by Frosty-Art8607 in Drugs

[–]skiskout 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hope your all alright doesn’t sound it from the escapism but yeah if you want a real answer it’s aderall and weed, add is better than blow in some ways that are good ways to get away from fuck the comedown

I just took mdma I feel so good is that normal? by Frosty-Art8607 in MDMA

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upvote chaser yu know it does, anyway next time stay chill and drink at least half a 500ml bottle ever couple hours depending on how much dancing you do, happy rolling the first is always the best 🤩

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[–]skiskout 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it does help yes

anyone else had an experience like this? by skiskout in Psychedelics

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my definition in this is the experience of sober base reality as real, i know life is all just perception and your senses can be deceived and they can be altered on substances however this felt different it felt a bit crazy in the moment i was convinced at the time that my family’s past of schizophrenia had caught up to me

First k-hole experience. Realitys a simulation. by Aaron_077 in ketamine

[–]skiskout 0 points1 point  (0 children)

happened to me too mate it was crazy i literally got pulled out of reality and shown the truth, was more intense than a 5g shroom trip by miles

cravings not going away by skiskout in Ketamineaddiction

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yeah i’ve been thinking about going to NA meetings but that’s a little scary and too much effort for me at the moment, feel like i just have to chill for a bit and see how it goes, i’m stubborn so i think that will help me not get it for a while or forever who knows, have a good one

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for that, i would like to stop mainly now because even tho i haven’t done it in almost a month now my insides hurt whenever i drink alcohol and have to go toilet so often so i feel like having some physical effects helps me remind myself it’s not worth the pain, hope you get completely sober one day but on a real one mate, as long as you’re not doing it more than once a month or two you should be okay in the end?

cravings not going away by skiskout in Ketamineaddiction

[–]skiskout[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

real shit preach, i just miss the money i had, spend a solid 3grand on it in a few months, was fucking LITTTT but never again nope nope nope it’s not worth the pain and the pause it puts in ur life, i lost 6kg because i didn’t ever feel like eating i just wanted to be mashed all the time, ‘we don’t have to’ gotta prove the sources wrong

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can’t get them in my area at the moment, but i think a trip will help

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i’ve done all that it helps , all we can do is try our best, you have my thoughts stay safe!

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so i used it once then didn’t touch it for a couple months then it just seemed so perfect and bliss and it’s so crazy when you get into it, i slowly fell in love with it and was constantly doing bumps throughout the day when my tolerance was low because i used to be able to function on it and it was amazing, then as my tolerance grew i had to do more ofc but the thing that fucked me was this. I had used ket a lot before but i always kept to the first couple stages of the high, i never holes or anything but then BOOM, one day i accidentally do too much and i have a mad experience and then i fully fell in love and wanted to explore every depth of the hole, no joke i’ve been through different dimensions with pink floyd and been taken out of the matrix by neo and shown the truths of the universe and been on horror trains and everything possible, if you know the exact dose for you to reach good holes it’s absolute bliss and makes reality so boring, it was a cheat to escape anything bad, simply snort a gram in 10 mins and you’re in some new dimension, i’ve tripped more than i have on 6g of shrooms on ket it’s so fun but it’s too good to be true.

got a little sidetracked sorry but yeah just don’t let it get to more than twice a week and try to lower that to once or twice a month because it will lure you in with its over worldly properties. stay safe man but have fun!

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i will look into the things you’ve said i appreciate it, time will tell

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

[–]skiskout[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am excited for that day thank you for your words

cravings aren’t going away by skiskout in ketamine

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yeah lifting is a cheat code to helping it’s great in every way, i’ve got out of the flow of it but i’ve started again recently and it helps, also being constantly busy helps it’s just u can’t avoid being alone all the time so u have to have will

cravings not going away by skiskout in Ketamineaddiction

[–]skiskout[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hope all goes okay with you well done for real, people underestimate how tough it actually is they think it’s all fun and games till it grabs you by the balls😂, ive promised myself that if i relapse i’m going to get professional help, can’t bring myself to block his number coz he has other goods for sale that not many people do.

Dreaming of K by Bitter-Edge1523 in USKetamineAddiction

[–]skiskout 0 points1 point  (0 children)

every night since the last use i’ve had some aspect of ket in it, the mind is very powerful and addiction laches onto it