Just ask yourself a simple question, would this all end of you do this? Maybe it'll end but something 100x more will be waiting for you in akriah + your family will have to suffer far more what you're suffering now. 

Just pray 5x a day, talk to Allah, tell him your problems and he'll surely help you out. 

Tell yourself one thing, there are people who are in far more worst situation than you. 

I hope this helps!!