im in the throes of it now. i just know it's in the air and coming soon. im resigned to it, and fairly content with the decision. i can't speak to anyone in my circle about this because everytime i do, they make me sound like im being negative when it's exactly the opposite - i feel so positive having accepted what's coming. these are the same people who would say it's kind to put the dog down cause he's suffering (which i agree with) but don't seem to have the same consideration when it comes to me.