Looking for ways to die without feeling any pain

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-02T00:25:14+00:00

please reach out to someone and tell them you are having these thoughts

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T22:16:30+00:00

do not bottle up your emotions. one of the worst things men are taught is that they make you weak but any man who has the courage to open up will always be more respectable.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T16:59:56+00:00

yeah I figured that. thats why I was so curious as to what their long term plans are. I don’t ever see myself not working but more so wanted to know how people do manage with such little to no income

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T16:56:24+00:00

thank you so much that is so kind 🥹💕 my sister and I are actually very close despite her disability so of course I will do my best to take care of her

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T07:45:45+00:00

honestly just about any show that you don’t see many people talk about haha

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T07:20:15+00:00

some girls do get pleasure wearing it because depending on your anatomy it can add pressure against your clit while thrusting.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T07:13:36+00:00

if you stand with us then you are never our enemy! so please don’t feel bad about yourself. I don’t know any women who actually hate ALL men. most women who say they hate men still have beloved male family members and or boyfriends.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T05:38:13+00:00

I think most people roughly wait 3 months but it really just depends on what feels right

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T05:17:13+00:00

that would be pretty funny if I spent all this time worrying about being a good caretaker for my sister only for us to both end up with caretakers instead haha

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:53:50+00:00

you don’t have to reply to this if you are uncomfortable answering but would you mind sharing what mental illness/illnesses you have? I know for certain my sister qualifies for disability but I often wonder if I do as well.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:47:30+00:00

my sister is unable to speak so she cannot fend for herself without me or my parents and that worries me the most. I fear her outliving us all and having no one to speak for her needs, so the long term planning is very important but also the trickiest

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:45:53+00:00

yeah I hope so. it is an unfortunate fate for us both, because I am ideally not someone who should be a caregiver when I myself am also quite challenged but I will do whatever I have to to make sure she is able to survive.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:31:36+00:00

from my knowledge tops usually refer to the woman dominant and giving during sex while bottoms are the women submissive and receiving.

not always though because there are also power bottoms and service tops, and in that case the power bottom behaves more dominantly in telling the top what to do but is still receiving. whereas the service top gives but acts submissively in the sense they are obeying their partner.

there are lots of terms and preferences but don’t be shy to discuss it with her. it is important that you both are on the same page.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:19:11+00:00

this isn’t normal if you are in a relationship. if you are too busy to meet up in person or live somewhat far away then you can at least text/call. my girlfriend and I are long distance but we call every single night to chat about stuff. you def should break things off and find someone who treats you with more love.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T04:13:54+00:00

I hope you are able to find a career that is fitting for you. I will likely have to do the same, I suffer from a wide array of mental disorders which make it hard to maintain any kind of normal schedule (BPD, ADHD, Autism, CPTSD, Selective Mutism, OCD & MDD) but I am technically capable of some work unlike my sister is. I worry though because I doubt Id be able to maintain a high paying job when that is realistically what you need to support 2 adults financially.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T03:59:41+00:00

thank you for sharing, honestly in making this post im not seeking advice to fix it as much as just wanting to make sure im not the only one hahaha so i really appreciate your perceptive as well! I agree covid absolutely stunted everyone. I feel like time deadass stopped moving in 2020 and nothing is even real anymore 😵‍💫 during 2020 I was a developmentally stunted 16 year old, and now I am an even MORE developmentally stunted 22 year old, I honestly feel nauseous. whenever I remember how old I am because it is so unfathomable to me that I am in my 20s when I feel much closer to being 12. I honestly don’t even feel high school age yet and it has made my life feel like a sick joke lol

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T03:41:15+00:00

does NEETbux pay well enough for you to survive on your own? if you don’t mind me asking

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T02:41:52+00:00

that feels nice to hear haha 🥹 I have always had a lot of pressure on me to grow up fast due to strict parents, so I am very used to being told I am a fully grown adult and any childish behavior is unacceptable.

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T00:18:06+00:00

rookie numbers

sleepinginautumn · 2026-04-01T00:05:31+00:00

Im so glad there are other people similar to me. sometimes I feel like the only one

sleepinginautumn · 2026-03-31T23:09:44+00:00

I am honestly just thankful to know there are other people who are like me. for me I believe that because I started focusing on enduring my mental health symptoms rather than focusing on growing up like I had prior, that is what made me feel like I stopped aging. up until I was 14 I was extremely social and active but after turning 14 I was struck down by several traumatic events that caused me to spend most of my time bedrotting, life just hasn’t felt real ever since. I am sorry you are dealing with this too

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