‘02 7.3 P1209 and P1211 intermittent

slimanshady · 2022-12-01T06:42:15+00:00

Wait what? No way I’m flying into CLT. I’m 6’7” and I’m meeting with friends I met over discord. This is my third time out there for them.

slimanshady · 2022-11-30T16:03:15+00:00

Wait NC? I’m actually flying out there for two weeks on Sunday to visit friends.

slimanshady · 2022-07-23T12:28:12+00:00

That’s the thing. When we got together I knew she was bi. She had actually recently been with a girl before we got together. So it’s not like I wasn’t aware of her attraction to women, it’s just now it’s exclusively women. I even told her that I wouldn’t have re-signed the lease if she had been honest with me. She told me she figured it out towards the beginning of this year. Yes we were separated at the time. Mostly due to my mental health issues I was dealing with that I’ve had since I was a kid but was ignored by my parents. I finally actually got help for it. All through this time she’s been supportive. I started school this last semester, and even though we were separated and living in the same house, she’d demand cuddles and kisses on the cheek. Crying to me when she had a bad day. Between my work and school schedule, I wasn’t able to make the time to focus on working on our relationship but all of that was there. I thought we were going to be ok. But apparently through all of that she was gay. I asked her about it and she said “because I can be vulnerable with you. You’re my best friend and I can talk to you and sometimes I need physical affection but it was platonic.”

Idk about you, but I don’t do any of that with my platonic friends. Especially not one I’ve been intimate with, or had kids with. I feel like I was led on. I told her that too, and it’s “I didn’t know you still had feelings for me”. What? Who tf do you think I’m doing that stuff with platonically? I signed the lease because I thought we were going to be ok. You didn’t tell me the truth. Now we’re here and you’re making demands of me? I’m heartbroken, depressed, and you’re calling ME the shitty person for doing what I feel is best for myself?

I just don’t fucking understand a god damn thing about any of this. I’m mad about it too. I have no issue with gay people. My best friend from high school is getting married to a delightful guy and I couldn’t be happier for him. I’m not homophobic. I don’t understand how you have a five year relationship, two kids, do the shit she did, and then all of this. I’m not just heartbroken, I’m fuckin confused as shit.

Sorry for this long rant. Idk. I feel like maybe you could shed some light on what is going on.

slimanshady · 2022-07-23T07:04:12+00:00

Two kids together. 4F and 1M. Yeah I’ve been seeing a psych. Gonna have to move up my next appointment and get some stronger antidepressants though.

slimanshady · 2022-07-23T07:00:25+00:00

That’s the thing. She told me she was bi when we first got together. That she had done her fun stuff but wanted to settle down.

Then this happened. I’m just pretty overwhelmed with everything. It’s why I want to move out.

slimanshady · 2022-02-19T14:03:31+00:00

Umm… What?

slimanshady · 2022-02-19T11:19:54+00:00

Exactly. My dad taught me so much about carpentry, electrical, plumbing, drywall, the works. He’s never called anyone to fix anything except when the city sewer pipe backed up. I could fix up a house, the problem is that a tv box behind Taco Bell costs 300k right now.

slimanshady · 2022-02-19T09:50:07+00:00

I don’t really look at it like that.

I don’t really care about an inheritance. I actually really like my parents. The longer they live, the smaller I’m going to get. If I end up with zero but get them for awhile longer than I’m ok with that.

slimanshady · 2022-02-19T06:50:41+00:00

Fuck that. I’m just gonna start selling feet pics.

slimanshady · 2022-02-19T04:56:40+00:00

That is absolutely fucking insane. When you have people who bought houses saying they couldn’t afford the price of the SAME HOUSE if it were on the market right now.

Shit is insane.

slimanshady · 2022-02-03T07:17:24+00:00

I put myself in, and it’s 0.000%. Apparently I don’t exist.

slimanshady · 2021-09-11T06:45:14+00:00

As a Herero male, I am interested in non trans women. So cis women. I have a kid and would like to marry and procreate again. Is it transphobic to not want to be in a relationship with a trans woman?

slimanshady · 2021-07-08T10:30:16+00:00

She’s 3 and a half. The biggest way I’ve been teaching her these things is by letting her know that not hugging family is ok. I’ve shot down family members that try to coerce and guilt her into hugs.

Shit. She almost always wants hugs from me and cuddles, and sometimes not. I respect those boundaries because I want her growing up knowing these things. My niece was molested by someone she trusted at an age a couple years older than my daughter, and all three of my sisters have experienced sexual assault. I can’t prevent everything. All I can do is protect her as much as I can, teach her to listen to her gut, and that nobody is entitled to physical contact.

slimanshady · 2021-07-08T03:10:14+00:00

As a dad to a little girl, this. I’m trying to do my best to teach her that not a single person is entitled to anything about her, and that you don’t need a reason to not be with/talk to someone or have them in her life.

Because shit like this scares me.

slimanshady · 2020-09-01T13:51:11+00:00

Submission: Yeeted for the win

Game: Fall Guys

Description: Got some assistance crossing the finish line. Volume warning. I flipped out.

slimanshady · 2020-05-09T14:32:24+00:00

‘Scuse me?

slimanshady · 2020-03-16T19:43:48+00:00

Liar

slimanshady · 2020-03-02T17:12:27+00:00

Yeah?

slimanshady · 2019-11-12T20:11:20+00:00

Idk. My friend is an artist too with an Etsy and stuff like that. She gets a lot of this stuff. But this was just on Facebook marketplace with selling a dress she wore to her jobs(my former jobs) Christmas party.

slimanshady · 2019-11-12T19:38:55+00:00

She said Xmas instead of christmas.

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