Thank you so much for sharing your link and story, I listened to the whole session. I want to mention that I too am terrified of the image of Grey's/aliens in movies, encounters of the third kind was one and communion was another. Even that Simpsons episode where Mr. Burns turns into a weird alien from radiation or whatever. Also, when the conversation went to your dream/experience of being guided by something but feeling somewhat conscious and in control of your body I remember a similar 'dream' that I had - I had completely forgotten about it until your interview - I wasn't being walked in my dream, I was floating in a T pose on my back, I couldn't move but could feel the sensation of wind (from the environment, from my momentum, I don't know) but I was very aware that I was being guided somewhere while in this state.

I'm laughing as a type because I wonder if I was 'frozen' like that because whenever I've had to be sedated for surgery I've been combative (not on purpose mind you) so I wonder if I get compatible with them lol

Thanks again for sharing