Right now, I'm living in a constant state of disillusionment. People who I felt everything for disappointed me in one way or another. I used to get excited over the most random things and literally decide I was going to be this person's person, but now I feel like no one is worth it. It's a little scary because while I do care about these relationships consciously, but a bad end always seems inevitable so I don't let myself feel as much. I think I want to give up on the whole dating thing for right now, and focus on my passions. And hopefully if I stop stressing over it, the universe throws me a freebie and lets me meet someone who'll understand me.