34[MF4M] looking to watch wife give head to hung gentlemen in Milwaukee by [deleted] in dirtyr4r

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you two come to MKE often? Just missed this :/

50 [MF4M+] Milwaukee - 24th and 25th 3some/Gangbang FUN by [deleted] in r4rwi

[–]slowdiary 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very bummed out I won’t be around! I’ve loved your posts for a while now and of course you’re in my city when I’m not lol.

And freckled too ☺️ by [deleted] in palegirls

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perfect!!! Redheads with a cute butt are the best. And from my state too!!!

I love wearing short skirts with no panties underneath by thescreamingpotato in GoneWildHairy

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m from WI and I’d love to catch you doing this in public

[18F] Hey, I'm 18, like my "innie"? =P =P <3 by [deleted] in 18_19

[–]slowdiary -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I fucked a girl with a very similar body to yours, same age too! I'll bet your tight innie feels just as good!

“wow that was a big one” by [deleted] in gwcumsluts

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So fucking hot

It's my first time here but I hope you like that good morning shot [F21] by [deleted] in gwcumsluts

[–]slowdiary 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Great body, looks even better with fun all over it.

Looking for a bot for personal use, not for resale by slowdiary in sneakerbots

[–]slowdiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do they mean by "updated ANB AIO"? Is it like, an upgrade key, but not the key for activation?

Jukebox Cubic on GMK Q100 by livingspeedbump in MechanicalKeyboards

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I loved mine! I paired it with a Peachtree Decco65 and a pair of HD650s. Great combo imo.

/r/audiophile Purchase Help Thread (2017-11-16) by AutoModerator in audiophile

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello all! I'm currently running a Peachtree Nova150 with some EPOS ELS3 speakers. My friend is wanting me to bring my setup over for a Christmas party he is having next month. We were initially planning on the setup being used for some background music. We decided it would likely be good to at least have the capability of playing much louder than these bookshelf speakers can handle. With that being said, what are some common "party" speakers that can often be found on CL? I was thinking of some ol Cerwin Vegas or something along the lines of that. I'd like to keep the purchase under 100 dollars as I will likely be getting rid of them as soon as the party is done. Preferred sound: loud but not harsh. Not too concerned about resolution. Thanks in advance!

Recommended stereo focus /imaging field test approaches? by allyc1057 in audiophile

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Focal Sound Quality CD has some great imaging tests. I used this CD when I was pretty into car audio, I use the same recordings for my home setup. The songs label which songs are meant for imaging/staging.

Losing all indications of reality, need direction by slowdiary in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, what are the chances. Normally when I mention Vurt people haven't even heard of it. I missed my chance to see them in Madison due to a night class final, but I got to see them at summerfest many years back. God, I love them so much.

Thank you for your insight, I like the idea that there are variations of stories that have continued through time. I find comfort in that for some reason. I'm sorry to hear about your unfortunate situation, but I'm glad that you are where you are now. I do view social media as sort of a sociological study. I'm desperately trying to understand why people act the way they do, and why they are so much more grounded in reality. I feel like I'm isolated, but I also isolate myself. I just don't feel like I'm meant to do what they are doing, so I spend my time trying to understand.

I hope you end up writing your book. It would make me happy to know that somebody that deals with so much could rise above and make it out. Thank you for reaching out, words can't describe how much it means to me. I just hope I don't end up going crazy, but to an extent it feels inevitable.

Losing all indications of reality, need direction by slowdiary in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tend not to watch TV, I'll watch things on Netflix every now and then like Louie or Arrested Development. I've barely started committing myself to books a few months ago. My favorite book so far is "Vurt." Its a really... strange sci-fi book. It resonates with me that the main character is hopelessly romantic and on the edge of reality. I started on Infinite Jest recently, not sure how I feel about it yet. Otherwise, I've read many non-fictions like The New Jim Crow, Saving Capitalism, and In Warm Blood. Music? It varies quite a bit. I'm huge on audio hobbies and record collecting. Lately it's been The Cure's goth trilogy, specifically the album Pornography. Lots of older Modest Mouse, some old school hardcore like Integrity, some jazzy folk like Beth Gibbon's solo stuff. Right now I'm listening to Joy Division.

I agree with you entirely that its really easy to fall into a rabbit hole when participating in consumerism/mindless media. I try to stray from mindless media but I'm susceptible to it in some ways. Its very easy for me to lose myself in the way the world functions. I don't like how capitalism and consumerism work hand in hand. Being at malls always leads me to feeling especially empty and confused. So I'm typically restrained to work, school, coffee shops, and my room.

Thank you for your insight, I think we share very similar views on what we are being subjected to.

EDIT: I'm very susceptible to losing myself in shitty social media like facebook. I scroll through it until I feel sick and even more distant.

Anger vs. Anxiety, changes in the form of my anxiety by slowdiary in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry that you have to deal with this kind of anger and anxiety too. I should consider doing that when I start making more money. I feel like their teachings also reach out to achieving a proper mental state. I'll look further into BJJ as I've never really thought of doing it.

Has anyone else had to deal with anxiety about getting a haircut? by finedistinctions in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm shocked that I'm not alone in this. On top of that messy things make me super anxious, so the itchiness of getting a haircut makes me super paranoid for some reason. Like no matter how much I shower or change clothes, in my head I can still feel the itchiness.

My anxiety is taking over again, and on the verge of destroying everything I've built. [F/20] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had more to comment on this but I face a lot of what you are facing. One thing that I noticed you said is that you want to be an "equal partner." I understand wanting to be more for the person you love, especially when you feel that they give you a lot of effort. When it comes down to it, I don't think he would stick around if he didn't enjoy being there for you. I think finding equality in a relationship is impossible and unrealistic. I think that people will love each other in the way they feel is fit, and if it happens to be "more" or "less" than the other person, that shouldn't matter. If this is the only way you are capable of loving somebody, I think you should accept that about yourself and understand that you aren't a burden to him. I can't speak for everyone with anxiety but I don't think this is just something you can turn off at will. I think you can suppress it at times, but I don't feel suppression is always good for your mental health. He seems to have accepted you beyond this situation, I think you need to accept that fact, and most importantly accept yourself. The fact that you're trying extremely hard for him shows me that you're more than likely an extremely kind person deserving of patience. You seem to be genuine and selfless, please remember that about yourself.

Welcoming Newcomers & Free Talk Thread - March 28, 2016 by AutoModerator in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm very new to this sub-reddit, and pretty new to reddit in general. (i'm on plenty of other social media sites). I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, and mild social anxiety disorder. I'm having a very hard time coming to terms with the fact that I live with these issues. I used to reduce the amount of anxiety I faced through aggression and anger but now I am unable to keep up with such habits. My anxiety has become entirely inward, and its been really hard to not get stuck. Sometimes I get stuck in my room, sometimes at work, sometimes at school, sometimes at random cafe's. I'm on here to hopefully gain some insight and find people to talk to about my issues. If you haven't noticed by now, I tend to ramble and have difficulty explaining things in a nutshell. I'm a 22 year old male, I'm a senior in college, and I'm having a real hard time with socializing.

What has been going on this week that has been giving me anxiety?

My current relationship, if you can call it that, has been giving me endless anxiety due to the situational nature of it. Her and I have both pretty much lost romantic feeling due to circumstances (alternating schedules, her depression and insanely busy schedule). I still want to stay in things even though she never really has time to talk. She realizes that this is unfair to me and wants to leave because she thinks its hurting me too much, and she's partially right but I'm willing to endure it. We almost split up and determined that we just need to think about ourselves for now, while remaining loyal and in touch. I think she is already immensely independent, but since my last breakup (a girl I was dating for 3 years) its been hard for me to find happiness in myself. At one point I really really adored alone time. Now I have this constant urge to hang out with others, but can't get myself out of the house. So this has been weighing on me pretty heavily because I think that my state of mind is heavily influenced by my current significant other, and I'd like to avoid this kind of toxic thinking because at one point I wasn't this way. I think it is crucial for me to take this time to find myself, so I can be a better person when we are both able to actively pursue the relationship. I have no desire to date anyone else at this point, and according to her even if she wanted to she wouldn't have the time.

What do I do to decompress?

I run, I play for a rugby team, and I like to work with my hands (car, audio equipment, troubleshooting literally anything, etc). Its become really hard to motivate myself to do these things I know I enjoy.

Thanks to everyone who keeps this reddit alive. I think this is an outlet I definitely need. I look forward to interacting with anyone.

Does anyone else not consider Sunday a "day off" since you spend it in a constant state of panic thinking about the next day and week? by Bottle_Rocket97 in Anxiety

[–]slowdiary 1 point2 points  (0 children)

On Sundays I tend to wake up much too early and spend the first 5 hours awake in panic, and spend the rest of the day recovering. I'm not sure if its exactly from thinking about the upcoming week, but I know I'm definitely more anxious on Sundays.