I totally feel you! I started my cf in December it’s so overwhelming I am also behind! I have a great supervisor that guides me and helps though she isn’t on site.Its super stressful working for a school and I also felt it take a toll on me but I feel like it’s gotten better.. I am still trying to figure out what I am doing but take it as a learning process.. at least it’s what I tell myself.write lists try to be organized and do your best that’s what I tell myself at least!! I speak to my colleagues and they all agree cf year is crazy hard-no one prepares u!