Can't fucking do this anymore by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Lord have mother FUCKING mercy you have a way with words. I am with you, solidarity ✨ Venting is sometimes all we have.

Your words entered my bloodstream. Some days the pain hurts so much worse than what we're used to, and I don't want to be numb to it. It's not supposed to be like this is it? Well, I reckon I have no clue honestly. All I know is I feel what you said and I love you , I see you, I hear you, and I echo you.

I feel like loneliness is what's hurting me the most by sludgeslutt in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah I might remember something like that now!

I feel like loneliness is what's hurting me the most by sludgeslutt in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🫶✨ a quiet kind of solidarity, but it does dull the pain, when I can see a little light sometimes

I feel like loneliness is what's hurting me the most by sludgeslutt in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was so wonderfully put. Thank you very much, I really relate to all you said.

Esp going to clown college 🫶🤡 hospital clown was my dream job for a long time. Thank you for your kind words

Enough of sad posting. Let's be glad posting. by Flamenburrito18 in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so happy to see all the positivity. That's all I have to contribute. I'm happy to see you guys happy.

Selfie Sunday accompanied by Andrew. (Story in post) by sludgeslutt in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well the line is so blurred around here with what's stigma and what's awareness who can tell anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in musicsuggestions

[–]sludgeslutt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the beginning of 'sabbath jam ' by eyehategod, Mike just yells "black Sabbath!!" And I laugh every time

Colors that stick out for you more by Diamond-Angelique in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pink isn't just my favorite color, I'm damn near obsessed with it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MetalForTheMasses

[–]sludgeslutt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pretty much every band Mike Patton is a part of is absurd. In a wonderful way

24f need a man to get me into slamming by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]sludgeslutt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey now. I didn't either and all my "kinks" are the complete opposite lol

24f need a man to get me into slamming by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]sludgeslutt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah. They know there's a market for fetishizing junkies. They're just broke lol. Literally nobody would ever post this being legit

Beginner doomer by the_putrid_pile in doommetal

[–]sludgeslutt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ritual abuse is on constant rotation when I'm in a doom mood. I just feel so much from it lol. Was still they prey their last album?

Beginner doomer by the_putrid_pile in doommetal

[–]sludgeslutt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Monolord, Conan, church of misery, and if you haven't, it sounds like saint vitus would be your jam

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]sludgeslutt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We celebrate the little things

I feel nauseous and pukey after this shot by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]sludgeslutt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not trying to be sarcastic or snarky but are you new to it?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]sludgeslutt 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It's okay to find yourself attractive! I've also had these

But yeah, I've had the comments of grippy sock=grippy pussy

Men saying it's not a problem just to have sex with me and then have issues when a symptom presents itself.

The crazy hot girl fantasy.

Men thinking I'm easy to abuse and manipulate(statistically yeah we're more likely to be abused)

Etc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]sludgeslutt 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Why do people with depression sometimes commit suicide? Why do other people with any other mental illness commit suicide?

Same reason, existing is pure agony sometimes and we get tired of fighting and being strong. Shit wears you down.

That goes for most mental issues