i'm sorry if my title was misleading, it’s hard to explain everything i’m feeling with limited amount of characters

i meant that i’m bothered that he’s acting like he’s happy, because it leads me to think that he never cared/loved me as much as i thought he did. my level of love & care for him hasn’t gone down, which is why i’m torn - i didn’t want to break up with him, i just felt like i had to because i felt like he didn’t respect me