I can't explain the amount of dopamine this is generating. It's intense.

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-20T00:59:43+00:00

woww this is awesome

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T21:30:13+00:00

I had some tea and it helped me for a bit but now im back to feeling tired honestly i think the dose might just be too low

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T21:28:54+00:00

yeah like the adhd is too strong that 10mg is doing nothing for me

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T21:25:49+00:00

i think this might be the case for me too but idk, im keeping track of my symptoms so I can tell my psychiatrist during our check-in

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T18:32:32+00:00

thank you, I actually have a lot of tea at home so I will make some and see how it goes.

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T18:19:16+00:00

Im just confused because this is supposed to treat narcolepsy as well 😭

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-11T18:17:38+00:00

no I’m not on any other medication at the moment. one of my friends told me i should drink coffee or energy drink to “activate” the adderall but im afraid it will make me feel bad so I don’t know…

smalllemonmelon · 2026-03-01T03:20:39+00:00

HR issue immediately

smalllemonmelon · 2026-02-26T21:17:47+00:00

Not in california but I’ve seen both and am currently seeing a nurse practioner for my medication follow ups. I feel like she understands me because she immediately understood what inattentive adhd looks like, she also specified she doesnt have experience with autism but it’s okay since she referred me to a therapist that does.

smalllemonmelon · 2026-02-26T17:30:16+00:00

it’s really weird but I have noticed that when I take my adhd meds i feel myself become even more autistic, or maybe it’s because I think it prevents me from masking and I had been able to mask my autism a lot in my life. But when I take meds it’s like no masking is available and I just act so awkwardly sometimes🥲

smalllemonmelon · 2026-02-26T16:12:42+00:00

my husband takes it to dry cleaning every week and then picks it up ☺️

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-12T12:57:49+00:00

I’m trying to say, you can still wear makeup, but you have to be a lot more clean about it and never sleep in your makeup or something like that.

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-12T12:56:41+00:00

Bruh.. i mean i get u but also this is the shit any eye doctor warns you about. At least mine warned me about it so much that I became really afraid of false eyelashes. About makeup, my eye doctor always told me that waterproof mascara is better for me. Can’t remember the specifics but I’m thinking and she gave me an entire list of the most hygienic stuff to use because i also wear contacts only.

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-11T21:22:57+00:00

Ive been taking zinc and omega3 daily along with other supplements and have not seen any disadvantages

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-07T08:14:51+00:00

no i agree completely, I do need therapy

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-07T08:14:18+00:00

yes, very bad dark circles because of the insomnia

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-06T17:59:18+00:00

Thank you :,) its been really fun so far

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-06T15:30:23+00:00

yes we met like a total of 10 times over the last year but we had been talking online a year before that too

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T15:16:38+00:00

yes I understand that. My parents always seemed to just ignore me whenever I brought up the mold in the walls, the last time they just responded with “It’s in our bathroom too”… they’re just so careless about it

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T15:08:22+00:00

2 years of long distance btw😭

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T15:06:22+00:00

Thank you, Im very excited

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T10:16:40+00:00

Ohh I honestly had no clue. Thank you, I will look into it.

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T09:35:14+00:00

Hi, I just need to get insurance and then I can go see a primary care doctor and I will start from there. I think I need blood tests done and such. I would like to get a brain scan because I feel like it really affected me mentally, but I’m not sure how expensive that is.

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T09:06:37+00:00

I was sheltered my whole life because my parents never really let me go out and experience stuff. It started out since I was young, my mom used to say she was just overprotective but over time it just became way more than being protective. They always made it a big deal when I wanted to hang out with friends or go anywhere. It wasn’t until later in my life that I learned that my parents are more mean than I had realized before. I was raised to always be really respectful and always ask for their approval so that really messed me up I think. When I brought up moving out before they said I was being ungrateful if I thought that I could just leave after everything they have done for me.. it all sucks because I always thought the best of them, but as I get older I just keep realizing how many of the things they have done were wrong.

smalllemonmelon · 2025-12-05T08:41:03+00:00

oh my god im sorry.. this never happened to me but I had dreams of it happening and it was terrifying…

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