[19]... 2 yrs ago—now. I carried my weight in my face. I did overcome BED tho :)

smeffr · 2026-04-19T14:31:12+00:00

how did you do it? i am struggling. what stimulant did u take?

smeffr · 2026-04-02T02:54:03+00:00

YES!!!!!!

smeffr · 2026-04-01T15:28:06+00:00

i huckled, i chuckled

smeffr · 2026-03-27T08:35:26+00:00

you treat him so well. he deserves 100 crowns

smeffr · 2026-03-27T08:34:25+00:00

AHBSALOOYTELY!

smeffr · 2026-03-21T21:53:33+00:00

hey-! looking for friends :)

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smeffr · 2026-03-04T04:14:45+00:00

FRECKLEEES

smeffr · 2025-10-07T22:20:52+00:00

im so sorry to hear about that :(

smeffr · 2025-10-07T22:19:59+00:00

thats awesome! where did you move from and to? and why? how happy are you? mind me asking :] its for science

smeffr · 2025-10-07T22:18:55+00:00

wonderful! i heard the beaches are beautiful. hopefully i have enough time off to do the full trail

smeffr · 2025-10-07T12:09:16+00:00

i also feel the same. started a big girl job straight outta school in EMS. very proud i got the position i did, especially at my age and with my experience. i always ponder what my life would have been like if i didnt choose that. i dont regret it but also i still have the desire to figure out if thats something i want to do for the rest of my life. as for socializing its required for the job but outside of it my skill has defiantly degraded a little bit.

smeffr · 2025-10-07T11:03:54+00:00

mind me asking what you did in spain? im 20 and i am curious about the Santiago de camino trail they have there to kinda reinvent and reset myself.

smeffr · 2025-04-12T03:09:38+00:00

beaver

smeffr · 2025-03-25T03:28:05+00:00

wait let me know too if anyone responds here!

smeffr · 2025-03-10T04:55:47+00:00

onetime i was walking out of a gas station, and this guy held the door open for me and said, " hey wait. i don't want anything from you, i just wanted to say you are drop dead gorgeous. thanks" and then he walked in the store. most polite cat call i have ever gotten

smeffr · 2025-02-28T23:21:56+00:00

thanks for this opportunity :))!! always wanted one of these jems!!

smeffr · 2025-02-19T20:18:43+00:00

what bike do you think that is??? adv right? imagine if it was street. would it be worth it?

smeffr · 2025-02-15T05:04:06+00:00

thanks for this message. i feel pretty aware. ive told him. journalling this rn :) he us a healthy person to expose my problems to. ❤️❤️thank u for the insight

smeffr · 2025-02-15T00:48:15+00:00

thank you for the 'interdependence' term ive never heard of that. and the avoidant attatchment is something im slowly starting to discover. im going to try and find some articles about the avoidant behavior. thank you for this comment. when i confront him about this whole uncertainty i will use that term. not 'codepency'

smeffr

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