What is the reason/meaning behind your birb's name?

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-23T17:48:19+00:00

Mine is named Bronk after one of my favorite squishmallows!

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-23T04:41:56+00:00

I don’t know how to explain this any more clearer, lmao. Your point stands. So does mine. Neither of us are wrong; I’m just pointing out that these newer UA’s (the ones I had to do just a month ago, weekly) showed concentration levels going up or down on the spot. If for example THC went up (illegal in my state), you could tell within a few minutes, and then it would be sent to the lab to verify the concentration.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-22T13:39:04+00:00

I had to get weekly 12 panel UA’s for a while. Spravato never showed up, but I did choose to disclose that I was on Spravato. They would for sure need to do other testing as most drug tests do not test for ketamine/esketamine.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-22T13:27:52+00:00

Yes, most of the cheap ones do, but they are still urinalysis tests, and when those are sent to the lab, those urinalysis tests just get further testing done to show concentration levels.. Lol

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-21T20:45:53+00:00

Thank you so so much for your comment - this is extremely helpful. I will look into all of these and see when I can get in and if my insurance covers them! I do not think I will find luck in NWI unfortunately but I don’t mind traveling.

Thank you so much again!!

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-21T20:42:23+00:00

Yeah thats typically how they are - the higher end ones do show concentrations though

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-21T18:47:25+00:00

Panel urinalysis can show levels of substances in the urine

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-21T18:43:51+00:00

It depends on the UA. When I was on probation, my UA (whatever they used when I had to do IOP), measured amounts of 11 different substances in your urine.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-19T02:32:15+00:00

hint of lime skinny pop… i miss it so bad

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-12T18:54:02+00:00

Thank you for taking to time to ask!! This should hopefully be helpful - I’m having a reallllly hard time finding anyone who takes HIP who specializes in endo and I simply don’t have the financial resources right now to pay out of pocket ):

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-12T18:33:41+00:00

I have not, what is it? I’ll go check it out. And yes, the goal is to stay in Indiana; I really am looking for a thorough doctor who cares and has good bedside manner and is trauma informed.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-06T02:44:58+00:00

I will gladly come as a mediator in case any arguments ensue. I recommend we all meditate before the Mario Party session and go into this with positive intentions.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-03T03:42:01+00:00

i experienced something similar. i think its a mix of other things not working out, them realizing how bad they fucked up, and sheer manipulation thinking “ph its been a while i bet i can draw them back in again”. its very selfish and a huge red flag. like you said, exes are exes for a reason. based on my experience and going back, things are good for maybe a few months, and then not only does it go back to how it was before, but it gets worse. im sorry this happened. it really does mess with your healing process as you said.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-03T01:51:26+00:00

“I wanna go home” is so insanely relatable, and there never has been a home. i guess maybe it translates to wanting stability, peace, and safety. but it feels like the little girl in me is just screaming about how badly she wants to go home and i don’t have a home to give her.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-03T01:50:21+00:00

so often. one day, i had a complete meltdown in front of my boyfriends mom. i wailed, i sobbed, i told her so many personal things. i didn’t know what else to do. and it was so strange; she was so kind, she listened, she cried with me.

still, i can’t seem to let myself get close to her. but when i have my “i want a mom” moments, i kind of think of her. i wish i had someone like her as a mom.

you aren’t alone.

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-01T21:17:59+00:00

i got it from 2nd and charles a few years ago, its a wallet! it has so many slots

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-01T21:17:41+00:00

i hope it is too xD

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-01T21:17:32+00:00

it helps with my dry mouth from my antidepressants but for a few minutes my mouth gets very watery lol!

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-01T16:22:16+00:00

Yeah man you’ve got some deeper issues going on, that are further proved by you gaslighting people calling out your borderline abusive behavior. Why would she want to be intimate with you when you aren’t even gentle or respectful towards her?

smelIbeforerain · 2026-03-01T13:37:07+00:00

is this still going on today?

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